[testimony changed from first person to third, below]
After I finished high school I decided to forget university and became a DJ in a disco instead. I spent everything I earned buying records, gambling, and doing drugs. Soon I was broke and in debt. Gone was the glamour this life once had.
In spite of the drugs and the music, I could not drown out the feeling that there was a God and I needed to learn more about Him. I remembered my mother telling me about God when I was a child. I remembered that we sometimes prayed together, but I sensed there had to be more to God and religion than just saying a prayer.
Late one night after I finished working at the disco, I went home and faced off with God. On my knees I literally shouted at God, “If You are here, and if You are real, then help me - now. I am willing to listen to You, but I need to know You are there and You can help me.”
I was in big financial trouble, and I knew I could not solve my problems myself, so I was willing to let God help me. I made a deal with God - I was willing to surrender my life to Him if He would help me. And God took me up on the deal, even though I had no idea at the time what “surrender” really meant.
I did not know where to start with God, but I entrusted my life into His hands, promising Him that I wanted to live according to His will if he would free me from the chains that bound me. And it worked: God took away my addictions to alcohol, tobacco, and gambling - all things that had chained me for years. I was free!
I felt great! I was sure God had done this, but I did not know yet how to live my life for God. Then one day I received a piece of paper that said, “I tried to contact you. Please give me a call.” A few weeks later I called the number. It was a pastor and he invited me for a meal and Bible study. I wasn’t sure about this. I wanted to see these Christians, find out what they were all about. The Holy Spirit impressed me to go, then to come back for another meeting. Soon I began to attend the weekly morning service.
I know now that the Holy Spirit speaking to me. I no longer wanted to fight against God and spiritual things; I was home. I continued attending the church. And I wondered why the people told me to be patient, to take time for Bible study and for talking with God. They were right though, even though I was so eager to move forward. But I slowed down, studied, grew deeper in my experience with God.
God never ripped anything away from me; instead, He showed me step-by-step what He wanted me to do. And as I look back over the past few years, I would ask to keep one thing. The music, the gambling, the “excitement”? No problem; I would rather have Jesus. God has a calling for me, and has given me a new life.
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By Nicola Taubert, Stuttgart, Germany
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Converted to third person by Rev. Holwick:
After Nicola Taubert finished high school in Stuttgart, Germany, she decided not to go on to university and became a DJ in a disco instead. She spent everything she earned buying records, gambling, and doing drugs. Soon she was broke and in debt. The glamorous life she once had was a distant memory.
In spite of the drugs and the music, Nicola could not drown out the feeling that there was a God and she needed to learn more about Him. She remembered her mother telling her about God when she was a child. She remembered that they sometimes prayed together, but Nicola sensed there had to be more to God and religion than just saying a prayer.
Late one night after she finished working at the disco, Nicola went home and faced off with God. On her knees she literally shouted at God, “If You are here, and if You are real, then help me - now. I am willing to listen to You, but I need to know You are there and You can help me.”
Nicola was in big financial trouble, and she knew she could not solve her problems herself. She was willing to let God help her, so she made a deal: she would surrender her life to Him if He would help her. And God took her up on the deal, even though she had no idea at the time what “surrender” really meant.
Nicola did not know where to start with God, but she entrusted her life into His hands. She promised God that she wanted to live according to His will, if he would free her from the chains that bound her. And it worked: God took away her addictions to alcohol, tobacco, and gambling - all things that had chained her for years. She was free!
Nicola felt great! She was sure God had done this, but she did not know yet how to live her life for God. Then one day she received a piece of paper that said, “I tried to contact you. Please give me a call.” A few weeks later she called the number; it was a pastor and he invited her for a meal and Bible study. She hesitated, because she wasn’t sure what these Christians were all about. But the Holy Spirit impressed her to go, and she liked it so much she went back.
Soon she began to attend the weekly morning service.
Nicola knows now that the Holy Spirit was speaking to her. She no longer wanted to fight against God and spiritual things; she was home. She continues attending the church and is growing in her faith.
God never ripped anything away from her; instead, He showed her step-by-step what He wanted her to do. And as she looks back over the past few years, she would ask to keep one thing. The music, the gambling, the “excitement”? No -- she would rather keep Jesus.
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[Original illustration at this number was a duplicate of HolwickID #2379]