[The following account of a Christian farmer's burden for the
salvation of his son, Gene, illustrates vividly how that God is more
interested in getting a soul into heaven than He is in prolonging life
in this world. Sometimes he cuts a life short in order that a soul
may
live forever, escaped into His presence from the second death.]
This that I am going to tell now covers several years of time. We
were having revival with Arthur Calhoun as evangelist. Gene was not
saved. He was going to college in the fall. We had prayed for him to
get saved for some time. I thought I would die if he did not get
saved. In fact, I told God if it took my life to cause Gene to get
saved I was willing to give it. This all happened the last year we
were on the farm. I was mowing hay for Walt Cole. It seemed like Gene
was not interested in being saved. So I thought maybe I was in the
way. I asked God if I was where He wanted me to be. I started to laugh
and cry. I asked God if that was a sign that I was where He wanted me
to be that He would do it again (make me laugh and cry). He did so
much that I thought I would have lock-jaw. I asked Him to stop it.
That night or the next, Gene went to the altar and was saved.
Something happened that night that I never experienced before or
after. I was in a seat where Gene was kneeling. It seems I could not
pray anything only "Thank you Lord". When Gene left the altar, I could
not get up from the seat. My strength was gone. In a few minutes I was
able to get up and by holding on to the seats I made it outside.
Brother Walt Cole saw me and came out to see if I was all right. I was
holding on to a tree to stand up. He helped me to his car not far
away. Walt asked what he could do. I told him I would be all right and
for him to go help those at the altar. I had told God if it took my
life, I was willing to give it and maybe this was the time. I said,
"Lord, if you are going to take me now it is all right. But if not
give me strength to get back into the church. I was hardly able to
raise my head off the car seat. God gave me strength. I walked back in
the church. I didn't know what had happened. The pastor said it was
the effects of carrying a burden.
Gene went to college and lost out again.
Some years after he was married and had two children I was farming
again and picking corn. I was praying for him to be reclaimed again.
Many was the time I would have to stop the tractor and wipe tears from
my eyes to be able to see where I was going. I was picking corn about
six weeks before Christmas in 1957. I remember having my hand raised
and saying, "Lord, save that boy." A voice out of the northeast said,
"At any cost?" Then I remembered my promise to give my life if that
was what it took. Was I still willing? Then that same voice said, "At
any cost?" I said, "Yes, Lord, at any cost," thinking maybe my time
had come. But Satan said to me that it was going to be Diane, our
oldest grandchild. At this point I was about ready to back out. I
started to tell God I didn't want to see anyone die. At this time God
showed me a room cut in half.
Gene, Arlene, and Diane were dressed in good clothes standing in
this clean room. David was dressed in white and laying in the
cornstalks on the ground in the dirt. This scene was right to the side
of the tractor where I was picking corn. Satan said that I wanted it
to be David not Diane. I said, "Lord, don't let anything happen to
David." The burden was lifted and I just could not figure what it all
meant.
I remember on Sunday before Christmas we were praying in morning
worship. I prayed for God to keep his protecting hand over Gene and
his family as they traveled. They were going to Arlene's parents
first. As I prayed for them as they traveled, I had a strange feeling,
but thought it was because they were traveling on Sunday--which we
never did.
We did not know that Gene had just been saved. They were hit by a
car with four young people who were drinking. It was told that they
were going about 80 or 90 miles per hour. Arlene and Diane were killed
instantly. Gene lived for 48 hours, but was unconscious all of the
time. David was in the hospital for 10 weeks. We needed 18
pallbearers, and the seed corn company Gene worked for sent six and
the president of the company came...At the funeral I asked one man
that I knew was a Christian and who worked with Gene if he was saved.
The man said, "No doubt about it."
...For some time after this I looked for things that would indicate
Gene was saved. The many things people had said to me were brought to
my mind. The next morning at worship, I read \reference{John
14:26}{John 14:26}, the last part of this verse, "and bring all things
to your remembrance". God said that these words were for me.
One more thing about the spot where God met me in the field. I
didn't feel like I could farm it so I decided to leave it stand idle.
The next spring when I was working the ground to plant, I was getting
close to the spot I was going to leave. I was trying to decided just
where I should go around this spot of ground, as I knew within a few
feet where it was. But God made me forget it until I had gone over it
several feet. I want to thank God for what He has done and what He is
still doing for me and mine.
--From "How God Works," Written by Otto Lee Terrill,
Lakewood, Colorado, June, 1988