Hazel never considered herself to be a lampighter. She loved to
sing, but couldn't carry a tune in a wash bucket. That didn't bother
her; she sang anyway. She sang in the choir until they asked her to
please praise God in some other capacity. That didn't faze her. Out
in the congregation she still sang out, often leading the less musical
congregants to be either sharp or flat.
Sixty years old and on a fixed income, when Hazel's rent went up
she was forced to move into a run-down apartment house on a rough side
of town. She couldn't afford gasoline so she sold her car and began
riding the bus.
From what she saw on her walks to the bus stop, Hazel knew she
hadn't landed in the best of neighborhoods. There was lots of noise
at night, and lots of tough, unpredictable looking characters hanging
around. One man living in her building scared everybody. he looked
big, and mean, and scruffy, and maybe even a little crazy. hazel was
afraid of him, but she refused to let her fears stop her from coming
and going as she pleased. Nothing would keep her away from church,
and from singing on Wednesday nights.
Hazel had no place to run; and no one to call for help. So she
stepped forward. She walked right through the front door, and as she
did she started singing at the very top of her lungs. She sang "When
you walk through a storm, keep your head up high and don't be afraid
of the dark." She forgot most of the words and verses but picked up
at the chorus, "Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart and you'll
never walk alone."
She walked right by the hulking shadow, up the stairs and into her
apartment. As she closed the door behind her she was trembling, but
she was safe. Much later, she calmed herself enough to fall asleep.
The next morning she found a note that had been slipped under her
door during the night. It read:
{Dear Lady: I don't know who you are, but I want to thank you
for} {singing to me last night. I was ready to cash it in -
to take my life.} {Then I heard you singing out there in the
hall. It sounded like you } {didn't have a care in the
world. you got me to thinking about never} {walking alone.
You saved my life. I'm going home to start over. It's} {time
for me to go back to my parents and let them know I'm okay. }
{I'm leaving today. I just wanted to thank you for your
song.}
The writing was almost illegible, but the signature was clear. It
was written by the big scary man who lived in the building. He hadn't
been in the hallway the night before, but he had been listening.
Hazel never suspected that her song would poke a hole in anyone's
darkness.
- Peter J. Flamming, {Preaching, }November, December, 1994,
54-55