Hi murdog,
I dont see your dilemma as a problem . God has been kind to you to shew you the modern church as you do.
At the end of the day we all answer for ourselves.Never let someone else be responsible for your eternity.
So if the Holy Spirit suggests that something is not right one has to check it out.Only two people went into the pomised land,so standing alone is not a bad thing. There is no middle ground,compromise with evil is evil.
We have been warned.
"The Bible tells us that in the last days it will get worse, much worse (2 Tim. 3:1-9), with no revival offered only apostasy, great apostasy (1 Tim. 4:1,2.) "
Go well.
deathdancer

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Trevor Collins

Saints,

I value all of your insights and I thank you for taking the time to help me.

I am going to stay in the word and discipline my prayer life.

I will keep attending church. I am going to love the people around me. And I ask that God help me to speak the truth in a loving way.

May zeal for his house consume me.

Murray

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Murray Beninger