Art Katz reflects on his transformative journey as a modern Jew, detailing his struggles with faith, identity, and the search for meaning amidst personal and historical turmoil. His experiences range from visiting concentration camps to exploring the depths of his relationships with women, particularly Inger, who becomes a pivotal figure in his life as he grapples with impending fatherhood. Throughout his travels, he encounters various perspectives on spirituality, ultimately leading him to a profound realization of the need for a personal relationship with God through Jesus, which he initially resists but cannot ignore. Katz's narrative is a poignant exploration of the complexities of faith, love, and the human condition, culminating in a deep yearning for redemption and understanding.