Numbers 11:15
Numbers 11:15 in Multiple Translations
If this is how You are going to treat me, please kill me right now—if I have found favor in Your eyes—and let me not see my own wretchedness.”
And if thou deal thus with me, kill me, I pray thee, out of hand, if I have found favour in thy sight; and let me not see my wretchedness.
And if thou deal thus with me, kill me, I pray thee, out of hand, if I have found favor in thy sight; and let me not see my wretchedness.
If this is to be my fate, put me to death now in answer to my prayer, if I have grace in your eyes; and let me not see my shame.
If this is the way you're going to treat me, then please just kill me now so I don't have to face how depressed I've become. Please grant me this one request.”
Therefore if thou deale thus with mee, I pray thee, if I haue founde fauour in thy sight, kill me, that I behold not my miserie.
and if thus Thou art doing to me — slay me, I pray Thee; slay, if I have found grace in thine eyes, and let me not look on mine affliction.'
If you treat me this way, please kill me right now, if I have found favor in your sight; and don’t let me see my wretchedness.”
And if thou dealest thus with me, kill me, I pray thee, out of hand, if I have found favor in thy sight; and let me not see my wretchedness.
But if it seem unto thee otherwise, I beseech thee to kill me, and let me find grace in thy eyes, that I be not afflicted with so great evils.
If you intend to act like this toward me, kill me now. If you are really concerned about me, be kind to me and kill me to end my misery of trying to take care of them!”
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Hebrew Word Reference — Numbers 11:15
Study Notes — Numbers 11:15
- Context
- Cross References
- Numbers 11:15 Summary
- Frequently Asked Questions
- Reflection Questions
- Gill's Exposition on Numbers 11:15
- Jamieson-Fausset-Brown on Numbers 11:15
- Matthew Poole's Commentary on Numbers 11:15
- Trapp's Commentary on Numbers 11:15
- Ellicott's Commentary on Numbers 11:15
- Cambridge Bible on Numbers 11:15
- Whedon's Commentary on Numbers 11:15
- Sermons on Numbers 11:15
Context — The Complaint of Moses
15If this is how You are going to treat me, please kill me right now—if I have found favor in Your eyes—and let me not see my own wretchedness.”
16Then the LORD said to Moses, “Bring Me seventy of the elders of Israel known to you as leaders and officers of the people. Bring them to the Tent of Meeting and have them stand there with you. 17And I will come down and speak with you there, and I will take some of the Spirit that is on you and put that Spirit on them. They will help you bear the burden of the people, so that you do not have to bear it by yourself.Cross References
| Reference | Text (BSB) | |
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| 1 | Philippians 1:20–24 | I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have complete boldness so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me, to live is Christ, and to die is gain. But if I go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful labor for me. So what shall I choose? I do not know. I am torn between the two. I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is far better indeed. But it is more necessary for you that I remain in the body. |
| 2 | 1 Kings 19:4 | while he himself traveled on a day’s journey into the wilderness. He sat down under a broom tree and prayed that he might die. “I have had enough, LORD,” he said. “Take my life, for I am no better than my fathers.” |
| 3 | Jonah 4:3 | And now, O LORD, please take my life from me, for it is better for me to die than to live.” |
| 4 | Jonah 4:8–9 | As the sun was rising, God appointed a scorching east wind, and the sun beat down on Jonah’s head so that he grew faint and wished to die, saying, “It is better for me to die than to live.” Then God asked Jonah, “Have you any right to be angry about the plant?” “I do,” he replied. “I am angry enough to die!” |
| 5 | Jeremiah 20:18 | Why did I come out of the womb to see only trouble and sorrow, and to end my days in shame? |
| 6 | Zephaniah 3:15 | The LORD has taken away your punishment; He has turned back your enemy. Israel’s King, the LORD, is among you; no longer will you fear any harm. |
| 7 | Exodus 32:32 | Yet now, if You would only forgive their sin.... But if not, please blot me out of the book that You have written.” |
| 8 | Job 3:20–22 | Why is light given to the miserable, and life to the bitter of soul, who long for death that does not come, and search for it like hidden treasure, who rejoice and greatly exult when they can find the grave? |
| 9 | Job 7:15 | so that I would prefer strangling and death over my life in this body. |
| 10 | James 1:4 | Allow perseverance to finish its work, so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. |
Numbers 11:15 Summary
In Numbers 11:15, Moses is feeling overwhelmed and frustrated with his role as leader of the Israelites, and he asks God to kill him if this is how he is going to be treated. This verse shows that even the strongest leaders can feel weak and inadequate at times, but God is always available to help and provide guidance, as seen in (Psalm 55:22) where it says to cast our cares on God because he cares for us. Moses' cry for help is a reminder that we can always bring our struggles and frustrations to God in prayer, and trust that he will provide a solution, as he did for Moses in (Numbers 11:16-17). By trusting in God's care and provision, we can find the strength and courage to keep going, even in the toughest times.
Frequently Asked Questions
Why did Moses ask God to kill him in Numbers 11:15?
Moses felt overwhelmed with the responsibility of leading the Israelites and asked God to kill him if this was how he was going to be treated, as seen in Numbers 11:14 where he says he cannot carry all these people by himself, illustrating his feelings of inadequacy and frustration, similar to Elijah's feelings in 1 Kings 19:4.
What does Moses mean by 'my own wretchedness' in Numbers 11:15?
Moses is referring to his own feelings of inadequacy and frustration with his role as leader, acknowledging his limitations and weaknesses, as also expressed in Exodus 4:10 where he says he is not eloquent, and in Exodus 18:18 where Jethro advises him to delegate tasks to others.
Is Moses' request for death a sign of lack of faith?
Moses' request can be seen as a cry of desperation and frustration, rather than a lack of faith, as he is still seeking God's help and guidance, as seen in Numbers 11:13 where he asks God where he can get meat for the people, and in Psalm 42:5 where the psalmist pours out his heart to God in a similar moment of desperation.
How does God respond to Moses' cry for help in Numbers 11:15?
God responds by providing a solution to Moses' problem, telling him to gather seventy elders to help him bear the burden of the people, as seen in Numbers 11:16-17, demonstrating God's care and provision for his servants, similar to Isaiah 41:10 where God promises to uphold and help his people.
Reflection Questions
- What are some times in my life when I have felt overwhelmed and frustrated like Moses, and how did I respond to those feelings?
- How can I, like Moses, learn to delegate tasks and trust others to help me with my responsibilities, as advised in Exodus 18:18?
- What are some areas in my life where I am struggling with feelings of inadequacy and frustration, and how can I bring those struggles to God in prayer, as Moses did in Numbers 11:13-15?
- How can I balance my desire for God's help and guidance with my own responsibility to act and make decisions, as seen in Numbers 11:16-17 where God provides a solution to Moses' problem?
Gill's Exposition on Numbers 11:15
Jamieson-Fausset-Brown on Numbers 11:15
Matthew Poole's Commentary on Numbers 11:15
Trapp's Commentary on Numbers 11:15
Ellicott's Commentary on Numbers 11:15
Cambridge Bible on Numbers 11:15
Whedon's Commentary on Numbers 11:15
Sermons on Numbers 11:15
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Hannah Effectual Prayer by Leonard Ravenhill | In this sermon, the pastor begins by praying for the breaking of spiritual bondage and for the transformation of the past into light. He then talks about the importance of having a |
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There Is a Samaritan Here for You by Gary Wilkerson | Gary Wilkerson emphasizes the need for ministers and believers to receive ministry themselves, drawing parallels between the struggles of biblical figures like Moses, Elijah, and J |
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(Costa Rica) Trusting God With All Your Tomorrows by David Wilkerson | In this sermon, the preacher talks about the Apostle Paul and how he was chained to circumstances he couldn't change. The preacher shares the story of a pastor whose ministry was a |
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Christ Magnified in Our Bodies by Leonard Ravenhill | In this sermon, the speaker emphasizes the importance of redeeming the time and not wasting opportunities. He highlights the urgency of spreading the gospel, as there are millions |
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Are You Wasting Your Life by John Piper | This sermon emphasizes the importance of not wasting one's life and making every moment count for the glory of God. It delves into the significance of treasuring Jesus above all th |
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Faith Unto Enlargement Through Adversity - Part 5 by T. Austin-Sparks | In this sermon, the speaker discusses the importance of responding to God's call and separating oneself from personal interests. The example of Abraham is used to illustrate this p |
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Ten Shekels and a Shirt (Full Sermon) by Paris Reidhead | This sermon emphasizes the contrast between serving God for personal gain, like a Levite serving for 10 shekels and a shirt, and serving God for His glory. It challenges listeners |






