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St. Augustine

Confessions - Book Iii - Chapter Xii

St. Augustine reflects on the patient and prayerful process of spiritual transformation, emphasizing that true understanding and repentance come through God’s timing rather than human argument.
In this reflective sermon, St. Augustine recounts a pivotal moment in his spiritual journey where patience, prayer, and discernment played crucial roles. He shares how a bishop wisely refused to engage him in debate prematurely, trusting that Augustine would come to understand the truth in God’s timing. This biographical account emphasizes the importance of internal conviction and the providential care of God in the process of transformation.

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21. Meanwhile, thou gavest her yet another answer, as I remember--for I pass over many things, hastening on to those things which more strongly impel me to confess to thee--and many things I have simply forgotten. But thou gavest her then another answer, by a priest of thine, a certain bishop reared in thy Church and well versed in thy books. When that woman had begged him to agree to have some discussion with me, to refute my errors, to help me to unlearn evil and to learn the good[81]- - for it was his habit to do this when he found people ready to receive it--he refused, very prudently, as I afterward realized. For he answered that I was still unteachable, being inflated with the novelty of that heresy, and that I had already perplexed divers inexperienced persons with vexatious questions, as she herself had told him. \"But let him alone for a time,\" he said, \"only pray God for him. He will of his own accord, by reading, come to discover what an error it is and how great its impiety is.\" He went on to tell her at the same time how he himself, as a boy, had been given over to the Manicheans by his misguided mother and not only had read but had even copied out almost all their books. Yet he had come to see, without external argument or proof from anyone else, how much that sect was to be shunned--and had shunned it. When he had said this she was not satisfied, but repeated more earnestly her entreaties, and shed copious tears, still beseeching him to see and talk with me. Finally the bishop, a little vexed at her importunity, exclaimed, \"Go your way; as you live, it cannot be that the son of these tears should perish.\" As she often told me afterward, she accepted this answer as though it were a voice from heaven.

Sermon Outline

  1. I. The Encounter with Error
    • Augustine’s initial attraction to heresy
    • The woman’s concern and intercession
    • The bishop’s refusal to engage prematurely
  2. II. The Role of Prayer and Patience
    • The bishop’s counsel to pray instead of argue
    • Trusting God’s timing for transformation
    • The importance of spiritual maturity before debate
  3. III. Personal Testimony of the Bishop
    • His own experience with Manichean heresy
    • Self-discovery of truth without external proof
    • The power of internal conviction
  4. IV. The Assurance of God’s Care
    • The bishop’s confident declaration of hope
    • The woman’s acceptance as divine encouragement
    • God’s providential guidance in Augustine’s journey

Key Quotes

“But let him alone for a time, only pray God for him.” — St. Augustine
“It cannot be that the son of these tears should perish.” — St. Augustine
“He had come to see, without external argument or proof from anyone else, how much that sect was to be shunned.” — St. Augustine

Application Points

  • Trust God’s timing in your spiritual growth rather than rushing to argue or prove your point.
  • Support others in their journey through prayer and patient encouragement.
  • Seek internal conviction through study and reflection rather than relying solely on external debate.

Frequently Asked Questions

Why did the bishop refuse to debate Augustine?
The bishop believed Augustine was not yet teachable and that arguing prematurely would only confuse others and delay true understanding.
What role did prayer play in Augustine’s transformation?
Prayer was encouraged as the primary means to support Augustine’s growth until he was ready to recognize the error of his ways himself.
How did the bishop come to reject the Manichean heresy?
He personally studied and copied their books but eventually discerned their error through his own reflection and conviction.
What does this passage reveal about spiritual growth?
It highlights that spiritual growth often requires patience, internal reflection, and God’s timing rather than immediate debate or confrontation.
Who was the woman mentioned in the passage?
She was a concerned individual who interceded on Augustine’s behalf, showing the importance of community prayer and support.

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