Adoniram Judson, the illustrious American missionary, was a
minister's son. He was very able and very ambitious. He was early sent
to college. In the class above was a young man of the name of E.,
brilliant witty and popular, but a determined deist. Between him and
the minister's son, there sprung up a close intimacy which ended in
the latter's gradually renouncing all his early beliefs and becoming
as great a skeptic as his friend. He was only twenty years of age, and
you may be sure it was a terrible distress and consternation that
filled the home circle when, during the recess, he announced that he
was no longer a believer in Christianity. More than a match for his
father's arguments, he steeled himself against all softer influences,
and with his mind made up to see and enjoy the world he first, joined
a company of players at New York and then set out on a solitary tour.
One night he stopped at a country inn. Lighting him to his room,
the landlord mentioned that he had been obliged to place him next door
to a young man who was exceedingly ill, and in all probability dying,
but he hoped that it would occasion him no uneasiness. Judson assured
him that beyond pity for the poor sick man he should have no feeling
whatever. Still, the night proved a restless one. Sounds came from the
sick chamber, sometimes the movements of the watchers; sometimes the
groans of the sufferer; and the young traveler could not sleep. "So
close at hand with but a thin partition between us," he thought "there
is an immortal spirit about to pass into eternity; and is he
prepared?"
Then he thought: "For shame of my shallow philosophy!" What would
E., so clear headed and intellectual, think of this boyish weakness?"
Then he tried to sleep, but still the picture of the dying man rose in
his imagination. He was a young man, and the young student felt
compelled to place himself on his neighbor's dying bed, and he could
not help fancying what would be his thoughts in such circumstances.
Finally, the morning dawned, and in the welcome daylight his
"superstitious illusions fled away." When he came downstairs, he
inquired of the landlord how his fellow lodger had passed the night.
"He is dead," was the answer. "Dead!" "Yes; he is gone, poor fellow;
the doctor said he would not probably survive the night." "Do you know
who he was?" "O yes; he was a young man from Providence college, a
very fine fellow; his name was E."
Judson was completely stunned. Hours passed before he could quit
the house; but when he did resume his journey, the words "Dead! Lost!
Lost!" were continually ringing in his ears. There was no need for
argument. God had spoken, and from the presence of the living God, the
chimeras of unbelief and the pleasures of sin alike, fled away. The
religion of the Bible he knew to be true; and turning his horse's head
toward Plymouth, he rode slowly homeward, his plans of enjoyment all
shattered, and ready to commence that rough and uninviting path which,
through the death-prison at Ava and its rehearsal of martyrdom,
conducted to the grave at Maulmain. --James Hamilton