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George Verwer (1938 - 2023). American evangelist and founder of Operation Mobilisation (OM), born in Ramsey, New Jersey, to Dutch immigrant parents. At 14, Dorothea Clapp gave him a Gospel of John and prayed for his conversion, which occurred at 16 during a 1955 Billy Graham rally in New York. As student council president, he distributed 1,000 Gospels, leading 200 classmates to faith. In 1957, while at Maryville College, he and two friends sold possessions to fund a Mexico mission trip, distributing 20,000 Spanish tracts. At Moody Bible Institute, he met Drena Knecht, marrying her in 1960; they had three children. In 1961, after smuggling Bibles into the USSR and being deported, he founded OM in Spain, growing it to 6,100 workers across 110 nations by 2003, with ships like Logos distributing 70 million Scriptures. Verwer authored books like Out of the Comfort Zone, spoke globally, and pioneered short-term missions. He led OM until 2003, then focused on special projects in England. His world-map jacket and inflatable globe symbolized his passion for unreached peoples.
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In this sermon, the speaker addresses the issue of pride and the difficulty people have in receiving. He emphasizes that truly great individuals do not focus on their position or prestige. The sermon also highlights the problem of division between emotions and actions, where pity and compassion often remain unacted upon due to a lack of willingness to make sacrifices. The speaker points out that selfishness and self-centeredness are the fundamental sins of humanity. The sermon concludes with a reminder to speak the truth in love and to be kind to one another, as stated in Ephesians 4:30.
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I would like to share a number of things this morning that I really believe will be a challenge to you and provide some thought for discussion. I especially would like to share something with you about what to do when you have a spiritual emergency. I shared this with the main area leaders, or perhaps it was the Asian leaders, very, very early, but I don't think any of you were here at that time. And I really believe, just as they very much appreciated it, Thomas Mattai said he was going to print it up immediately in his Molly Allum Spiritual Evolution. I thought that it would be good to share this with you and I trust it will prove to be a real challenge and a blessing. We all run into spiritual emergencies. On our teams, suddenly a terrific crisis flares up and we get hurt, somebody gets hurt. And so when I found this little article, Ten Steps, First Aid for Spiritual Emergencies, I typed it up and put it in my quotation book. In event of injury inflicted by a brother or sister in Christ, follow these procedures. Number one, some of you are nurses of course, probably already aware of all these things. Number one, keep calm. Still your soul before God at the moment of impact. Be still and know that I am God. Rushing about, trying to correct the injury, usually causes greater damage. Number two, apply direct pressure of understanding to the wound. What caused the incident? Could you have prevented it? Negligent? How does the offending party feel? What if things were reversed? Then what? Three, wash the wound thoroughly with kindness to remove all harshness and vindictiveness. I'll repeat, wash the wound thoroughly with kindness to remove all harshness and vindictiveness. Four, cope liberally with the ointment of love. This will protect from the infections of resentment and bitterness. Cope the wound liberally with the ointment of love. This will protect from the infections of resentment and bitterness. Five, bandage the injury with forgiveness. This will keep it out of sight until the wound is healed. Bandage the injury with forgiveness. After the meeting, at any time, you can borrow my little book if you want to copy these things direct. Six, don't pick the scab off. By bringing up the subject and opening your wound, serious danger from the infections in number four still exists. This could be fatal spiritually. Seven, beware of self-pity, which is painful and touchy. This is often referred to as withdrawal pains, evidenced by the injured one withdrawing from others, especially the one inflicting the injury. Remedy, accept apologies. That's beware of self-pity, which is painful and touchy. Eight, prescription. Prescription, take a generous dose of antibiotics from the word of God several times daily, using prayer each time. This has a soothing effect and is definitely a good pain killer. Nine, stay in close contact with the great physician at all times. Depend upon his strength, joy, and peace to help you in your convalescence. Stay in close contact with the great physician. Ten, evidence of full recovery is noticed when the patient is in full fellowship and harmony, especially with the offending party. Taken from an article called Midway Manor of Cathedral Press. Midway Manor of Cathedral Press. Yes, I think we could perhaps do that. So many things we'd like to get duplicated. Someone would like to follow through. The next thing is a story. I thought you'd all like a story. And some of you have heard this story, sorry about that. Some of you people seem to pop up in the strangest places. This is the story of the Duke of Norfolk. How many have heard this story of the Duke of Norfolk? Oh, you've probably all forgotten. Anyway, the Duke of Norfolk was a very famous man. And one day, he used to go out in disguise, sort of dressed like any ordinary bloke. And he was in a railway station near the castle where he lived. And a little Irish girl got off the train. And she only had a shilling. But she had a very, very big bundle, a huge bundle that she had to carry. Apparently, she was coming to work as a servant in the castle. And the porter wasn't too interested in helping her for a measly shilling. So she didn't know quite what to do. And the Duke of Norfolk, in disguise, offered to carry her bundle, this large bundle, up to the castle. Of course, he didn't tell her who he was. And when he arrived at the castle, she was so thankful, she offered him the shilling. And the Duke of Norfolk took the shilling and went away. What did we learn from this little story? I've written down these things, all received from someone else. One, it is never safe to judge a man by externals. Never safe to judge a man by externals. How easily we do that in O.M. India and everywhere else. Someday we may discover it was Jesus Christ himself in disguise. I've often wondered if Jesus doesn't revisit the earth from time to time in disguise. Certainly, as the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, he would have that privilege. Two, a great man is always a thoughtful man. A great man is always a thoughtful man. One of the accusations against some people on O.M., men more than women, is a lack of thoughtfulness. And sometimes we're looking for some great supersonic special experience or revelation, and some of the things we need in our life are much more basic. In fact, some unsaved people have them, without any of the Holy Spirit. And when people who claim to know God and worship God and be filled with the Spirit, or even half-filled, and can't demonstrate just some basic courtesy, thoughtfulness, common sense, certainly the work of God is in great danger. Three, there is grace in taking as well as giving. There is grace in taking as well as giving. Different people wrestle with this problem in different ways. Some don't have any trouble at all taking and have difficulty giving. And other people, because of pride, are able to give, but find it difficult to take, to receive. Four, the truly great man does not think of his place or his prestige. Wow. Some of the troubles we have had in India is because people felt their leadership wasn't being respected, or their seniority, which we've said again and again in O.M., we don't even believe it. How many years you were in O.M. or how old you are, that wasn't respected. Under this fourth section, there's a few interesting thoughts that I gleaned from this particular book. One, it is only little people who think how great they are. It is only little people who think how great they are. And I just want to give you a little discussion. It is only unimportant people who think how important they are. It is only unimportant people who think how important they are. I'm sure there are plenty of exceptions to that. There is nothing in this world which is a sure sign of a small mind than the complaint that one did not get one's place. There is nothing in this world which is a sure sign of a small mind than the complaint that one did not get one's place, and there is no motive in this world that is more wrong than the desire for prestige. In the last analysis, to the truly great man, no act of service can possibly be humiliating. To the truly great man, no act of service can possibly be humiliating. Quite a challenge. All right, now I'd like to share something for you to think about concerning world evangelism. This is by Tozer. Again, a few of you may have thought about this. Don't try to copy this down. The task of the Church is twofold. To spread Christianity throughout the world, and to make sure that the Christianity she spreads is the pure New Testament kind. Christianity will always produce itself after its kind. A worldly-minded, unspiritual Church is sure to bring forth on other shores a Christianity much like her own. Not the naked word only, but the character of the witness determines the quality of the convert. The popular notion that the first obligation of the Church is to spread the gospel to the uttermost parts of the earth is false. That may create some discussion. Her first obligation is to be spiritually worthy to spread it. To spread an effy or false, degenerate brand of Christianity to pagan lands is not to fulfill the commandment of Christ. Many, many times my heart has been forced to think about that. Now I'd like to share something about the self-life that has a terrific depth to it, mainly all taken from studies of the Sermon on the Mount by Dr. Martin Lloyd-Jones. Interesting that he refers to George Mueller in this particular section of his study. You can't possibly write this down. Just ponder on these words as they come, because it's very, very, very strong. The whole trouble in life, as we have seen, is ultimately this concern about self and what our Lord is inculcating here, or referring to here, is that it is something of which we must rid ourselves entirely. We must rid ourselves of this constant tendency to be watching the interests of self. To be always on the lookout for insults or attacks or injuries. Always in this defensive attitude. That is the kind of thing he has in mind. All that must disappear. And that, of course, means we must cease to be sensitive about self. This morbid sensitiveness, this whole condition in which self is, quote, on edge, and so delicately and sensitively poised and balanced that the slightest disturbance can upset its equilibrium, must be got rid of. It's good to have a little pause just to let that sink in. The condition here which our Lord is describing is one in which a man simply cannot be hurt. Perhaps that is the most radical form in which one can put this statement. He goes on to say, whenever I notice in myself a reaction or self-defense or a sense of annoyance or a grievance or a feeling that I have been hurt and wronged and am suffering injustice, the moment I feel this defensive mechanism coming into play, I must just quietly face myself and ask the following questions. Why does this exactly upset me? Why am I grieved by it? What is my real concern at this point? Am I really concerned for some general principle of justice and righteousness? Am I really moved and disturbed because I have some true cause at heart or let me face it honestly, and is it just myself? Is it just this horrible, foul self-centeredness and self-concern, this morbid condition into which I have got? Is it nothing unhealthy and unpleasant pride? Self-examination is essential if we are to conquer in this matter. We all know this by experience. How easy it is to explain it in some other way. We must learn or listen to the voice that speaks within us. And it says, now you know perfectly well it is just yourself and that horrid pride, that concern about yourself and your reputation and your greatness. If it is that, we must admit it and confess it. It will be extremely painful, of course. And yet, if we want to rise to our Lord's teaching, we have to pass through such a process. It is the denial of self. Going on, a statement which the great George Muller once made about himself seems to illustrate this very clearly. He writes like this. There was a day when I died, utterly died to George Muller and his opinions, preferences, tastes, and will. Died to the world, its approval or its censure. Died to the approval or blame of even my brethren and friends. Since then, I have studied only to show myself approved unto God. That is a statement to be pondered deeply. I cannot imagine a more perfect and adequate summary of our Lord's teaching in this paragraph than that. Muller was enabled to die to the world and its approval and its censure. To die even to the approval or censure of his friends and most intimate companions. We should notice the order in which he puts it. First, it was the approval and censure of the world, then the approval and censure of his intimate friends. All taken from Martin Lloyd-Jones' studies in the Sermon on the Mount. Now, way, way back in the earliest days of OM, through messages by Roy Hesher, through Keswick's sermons, through Alan Redpath, through various books and directly from his work, a small nucleus of us became absolutely convinced that this was the most important thing in the Christian life. To die to self and to live a crucified life. And to really begin to experience reality in this area. This was our highest goal, far beyond our burden for evangelism. People often talk about the early principles of the work. Most of the people talking about it weren't even there to know what the early principles were. This was one of the early principles. And we were convinced that team unity was built out of people having an experience with the cross and really knowing this kind of very, very, very heavy truth that we've just been reading about. Now, we realize that to make this kind of life our goal is the highest possible aim we can ever get. It's easier to gather decisions for Christ anywhere than it is to put this kind of thing into practice in your own life. Activism can be easily the substitute for really growing into a Christ-like person and Christ-like individual. And yet, without being active, which is not activism, without being active and without being in the warfare, often it's impossible for the Lord to give us the full range of tests that he wants to give us to expose all these hidden rudiments and areas of the self-life. And this is why many people have learned something of this way of life through getting involved in this training program. And as we leave this place in just, say, ten days' time, certainly one of our highest goals should be the continual destruction of the self-life in all of its many aspects. Everything I read you this morning can be summed up in one term, becoming more like Jesus Christ. And yet, if we are honest, we have to acknowledge that some of Owen's teams are nigh unto spiritually bankrupt when it comes to really demonstrating this kind of life. Isn't it interesting that the group who can distribute Calvary Road in twenty languages all over the world has such a difficulty putting it into practice under pressure in their local situation? And we know that in some situations the testimony of O.M. is not what it should be because of demonstrations of the carnal heart. Someone described the carnal heart as being like a balloon. You push it in one place and it just comes out in the other. And if in O.M. our efforts are merely to sort of discipline the carnal heart without really dealing the death blow, we will just push in one side and it will just pop out somewhere else. And we'll push that in and it will just again pop out somewhere else. There has to be a willingness to die to self. One of the main messages in O.M. has been the message of brokenness. So impressed was William MacDonald through his early contact with O.M. when he was the principal of a mass Bible school, especially affirming seeing brothers repenting, seeing them go to other brothers and breaking and repenting and saying they were sorry that he wrote the little booklet, Lord Break Me. He had never used that terminology before in his spiritual life. He heard it in an O.M. night of prayer where he humbled himself as a principal of the school and came to pray with all these nobodies and he saw people before the Lord praying one main prayer, Lord Break. He wondered, what is this? And so he wrote this booklet which some of you maybe have now read called Lord Break Me. I noticed a strong emphasis in the ministry of John's son when I was reading yesterday that he was very strong on people making restitution, people putting things right, people who stole must return all the money, people who hurt someone verbally must put it right. And to me that would mean, for example, if I spoke against Brother Mike Wheat, something that he maybe had never even heard, I wouldn't go to him. That doesn't make restitution. I have to go to the people I spoke to about him and tell them, look, what I said about Brother Mike Wheat is not correct. I gave a wrong impression. I repented that. And go to the next one, what I said about Brother Mike Wheat is not correct. I don't even need to go to him. If I know that he knows, of course, and it's become a public thing, then I may want to go to him as well. When a brother doesn't even know something, I think to go to him isn't necessarily an act of love. And yet sometimes the hardest thing for us to do is to repent and deal with sin in this way, to really go to somebody or to put something right. Of course, there are other things that we have done to people that they know all too well. In that case, we should go directly to them. If we have been offensive to our own parents, they, of course, I'm sure must know it. I think letters back home, putting things right with our parents are necessary, not to gain forgiveness. We are not forgiven by running around putting things right, but to be able to appropriate all that God wants to give us in that experience. Sure, we can appropriate some grace when sometimes we don't do restitution. Some people are mixed up as to whether they should do restitution or not. God is a God of mercy. I think one of the greatest mistakes many people make is they are totally black and white in their thinking. They either think, for example today, they're walking completely in the Spirit or they're totally in the flesh. Most of you know very well how you've specialized in going back even in one day between the two. There are many gray areas in one's walk with God. Fortunately, oftentimes, when we're walking in a gray area, God, by His mercy, still accepts our feeble offering and somehow uses us for His glory. I wrote down something especially for the ladies. I never like to leave the ladies out. This is from a woman named Alshorn. Her book is not very widely known. I'm just looking in my little index to see if I can, in fact, find this quotation. Yes, here it is, page 16. My book is coming apart. Florence Alshorn, she was a missionary. This is a biography by J.H. Oldham, page 75. Girls, you better get ready for this one. If Christ cannot save me, the men, by the way, have the same problem. If Christ cannot save me from those things that jar on my fellow missionary, then I have but a thin message of salvation. And if I cannot help my English sister to get through certain selfish attitudes which create unhappiness for myself or anyone else, how can I say that I have come to help my African or Indian sister to get through hers? There's a lot in that. We shall have to realize that in building up the recruit, the mental and emotional health is of even more importance than the health of the body. Few men, I think, can fully understand how much the emotional life of a woman plays in the matter of her health. And this is far more acute in tropical countries. What is it, she asks, in later years that prevents people from becoming effective leaders? Chiefly, the fact that they stopped growing. They stopped growing. They tried to face very complicated problems and tasks at an immature level of spiritual life and give up falling back on that most dolorous of all refugees, spiritual window dressing. There's a lot in that little statement, again, that is very much linked with the very inner being of our life. Now, this self-life we're talking about, that is so easily hurt, so easily disturbed, and all the rest, of course, is completely linked with our emotional life. As leaders or followers, I think we need to give a little more consideration to people's emotional life, especially as we're working in a strange land. Now, oftentimes I can speak very hard to the foreigners. I don't get too much trouble. Sometimes if I say something too hard to some Indians, it could be misunderstood. I beg of you not to misunderstand me, my Indian brothers, because in OM we work as complete equals, absolutely equals in God's Word. Therefore, we can also equally take the knife of God's Word. But sometimes Indians are very, very slow and insensitive to terrific struggles that foreigners are going through in their own country. And they only learn something about this when they got into a foreign country and fell apart in a matter of weeks, or got onto the ship and spent weeks in loneliness and with all kinds of emotional problems that they never thought they had. Just as foreigners who come to India must be patient and must adapt to the culture and they must go through terrific orientations, very few can understand even what it is for a Westerner to live on this kind of Indian food diet. Not just stomach-wise, emotionally, mentally, it can affect a person. And so, just as the foreigner must come and adapt and die to self, fall into the ground, they could be greatly helped in this process by Indians who realize that foreigners are just as they, human beings with struggles and battles and fears and that some of them live perpetually, emotionally, within five feet of the airplane that will deliver them from it all and put them back in the homeland. I think it's a very, very beautiful thing in OM the way foreigners and Westerners have been able to work together in a relative amount of peace and harmony. In wanting to study about how to do this when we first came to India, I can assure you there was very little material. Because foreigners, living together with Indians in the backs of trucks, eating rice and subji and rice and subji and rice and more subji day after day, giving out tracts, selling gospel packets and engaged in other humiliating activities, in some people's thinking, there was not much material for me to review in order to present OM India with how to do this kind of work. This is one of the great benefits of youth and this is why my burden is to bring single people basically into this work because I do not believe most people, once they get set into their life with their families, would ever be able to adapt to this kind of lifestyle, this kind of environment. Of course, there have been, even in the past, beautiful examples of individual missionaries who have adapted and who lived this way long before any little OM brother came on the scene. But they were a minority group, I can assure you. There are many complications when we try to have an international and intercultural work. Many complications. And this is one of the values of a conference like this, to be able to openly talk, just in fellowshipping every day here, fellowshipping about three-fourths of the time with Indian brothers, one-fourth of the time with foreigners, just in talking to them, letting them share their burdens and their questions. I can assure you we are in two different worlds. The Westerner and the Indian are very, very, very distinct in the things that they're concerned about, the questions they ask, their whole thought process. There are exceptions. There are some foreigners who are beginning to become very Indian. There are, of course, some Indians who begin to be very, very Western. Now, there's nothing wrong with this, but we can see when we understand this why it is not going to be easy to have real fellowship. I feel on some of the teams, all we get is a mutual toleration society. The Indians are tolerating this foreigner. They know that he's the truck driver. How are we going to go anywhere without the truck? They know also he's short term. He'll soon be leaving. So there is a toleration. Also, some of the foreigners can be very, very, very cold and just barely tolerating some of the Indian brothers. They try to speak to this brother and he doesn't seem to say too much. And he makes a few efforts to fellowship. He thinks of aiming toward fellowship in depth. He doesn't get anywhere. And so he gives up. We have a lot of this giving up, more than we will admit, on trying to build deep relations. We realize some foreigners can more easily relate to an Indian. But as an Indian brother, you don't want to just have fellowship with the one who finds it easy to relate to you. As a man who wants to respond to a challenge, you will try to break into that more shy, reserved foreigner who finds it difficult perhaps to fellowship with anybody. You may think that he has got prejudices against you as an Indian. In fact, he never had any fellowship with anybody in his own country either and was basically a withdrawn introvert. So it's not that he's in India and he doesn't like you. It's that he's an introvert, he's shy, he doesn't know how to relate to people and he's got emotional struggles and he needs your help and your love just as probably it's true vice versa. So we need to take this on as a challenge. We need to see how death to the self-life and coming into greater spiritual reality is going to open the doors of fellowship and build true relationships that are going to last all of eternity because someday we're all going to be in heaven together. And if we're going to have all of heaven together, it might be good to start to get to know one another here. These things, the way of true fellowship, is as important in many ways as the way of evangelism. They work together. Think of the powerhouse a team is when they are really in fellowship with one another, really walking in the light, really living in brokenness, really experiencing the crucified life. Can you think of a power that can be released by such a team? What is the purpose of having long prayer meetings with people who are not even getting on with each other, not even really loving one another? Can our prayers go any higher than the ceiling if there are things in our hearts and grievances and questions and doubts and jealousies and fears and even shyness? Certainly spiritual reality opens the way for true prayer, which in turn will open the way for accomplishing the job that God has put on our heart, the evangelization of India. I wrote something down that really helped me. Again, very similar to the C.S. quote, which I'm always giving C.S. Lewis. He had the tendency to think and not to act, the tendency to feel and not to act, and if we go on thinking and feeling without acting, someday we'll not be able to act. You've all heard that many times. But he was a similar one that helped me in trying to understand why there is not more action when there is so much in the mouth. So much of the trouble in life is due to the division of our lives into emotion and action. It is not that we do not feel pity or compassion. It is that so often the pity and the compassion remain untranslated into action because so often we are not prepared to make the sacrifice which action involves. That's the key sentence. So often we are not prepared to make the sacrifice which action involves. Almost all of us lie under this condemnation for in many ways selfishness and self-centeredness are the essential human sins. Self-centeredness and selfishness are the essential human sins. What a challenge that is to our hearts. I think that is very, very much related to another quotation which you may or may not have that is extremely important for the work in India. And that is the need to be able to distinguish and again I've been speaking so often I may be confused as to whether I've already given this even in the evening meeting but it's worth hearing again because you couldn't have written it then. But the need to be able to distinguish between a spiritual burden from the Lord and a religious irritation. Something that's bugging you, something that's bothering you. Someone has touched one of your holy cows as someone once taught me and it is bothering you and you are deceiving yourself thinking this is a burden from the Lord. It is a religious irritation. You have been upset, you have been irritated. Irritability is sin. One of the most subtle sins and one of the most personal sins in my own life. I am an irritable person. In myself I'm a fussy, cranky, old, irritable twit who should be shoved down a tube somewhere and a cork put on top. In myself. In Christ I know that I have the fruit of his Holy Spirit but I'm aware of the ministry this morning being probably more for myself than anyone else. And I'm determined if it takes my whole life to know more of true crucified living and true spirituality. And one of the reasons I think I stay in OM is that it seems to be an ideal grinding machine to work some of these things into the fiber of your life. It requires great care, this is Tozer again, and a true knowledge of ourselves. Great care. Most of us don't have that much. True knowledge of ourselves to be able to distinguish a spiritual burden from a religious irritation. Often acts done in a spirit of religious irritation have consequences far beyond anything we could have guessed. Always it is more important that we retain a right spirit toward others than that we bring them to our way of thinking. Even if our way is right. Satan cares little whether we go astray after a false doctrine or merely turn sour. Either way, he wins. Satan cares little whether we go astray after a false doctrine or merely turn sour. Either way, he wins. In the light of what I've said, I would like to read some scriptures that I believe are absolutely relevant to the whole development of spiritual life in each one of us. I believe many of these things we have been reading, if not all, are clearly based on the Word of God. People are expressing from experience and in their own terms the very foundational teaching of scripture. Let us look at some scriptures to just further allow the Spirit of God by His Word to work in our own hearts. The book of Galatians, chapter 5, verse 13. Galatians 5, verse 13. For brethren, you have been called unto liberty. Only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another. Serving one another. What a significant part of life art thou. Another place it says that we are to outdo one another in good works. Not generally the main competition going on, especially in the mornings early. By love serve one another. For all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this. Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself. Now a description of too many churches. But if you bite and devour one another, take heed that ye be not consumed one another. The Muslims and the Hindus do not need to attack us in India. We are devouring ourselves. Satan doesn't need to send armies of Muslims with swords to kill the Christians as he once tried. He's just leaving the Christians to themselves and they're managing to devour each other. Churches, assemblies, groups, embezzlements, impurities. You've all seen it if you've worked in India very long and it's not just India. Now what a challenge this is. If you bite and devour one another, take heed that ye be not consumed one another. This I say then, walk in the spirit and you shall not fulfill the lusts of the flesh. Then it gives some examples. We'll bypass the negative if you've read that and go on to verse 22. But the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faithfulness, meekness, self-control. Against such there is no law, but here's the way it's done. That they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts. If we live in the spirit, let us also walk in the spirit. Let us not be desirous of vain glory, provoking one another, envying one another. What incredibly penetrating words we have here. And if we're tempted to grow weary in such an awesome challenge, we can read verse 9 and let us in chapter 6 not be weary in well-doing. For in due season we shall reap if we faint not. Turning over to the book of Ephesians, we find also some very penetrating words. Verse 15 of chapter 4. But speaking the truth in love may grow up into him in all things who is the head, even Christ. Many of you in this room are on a level in OM in which you are supporting the existing leader. The main leaders are not in the, at least most of them, are not in this session. Some are here leading discussion groups. You are the vital link in God's plan to keep that leader functioning in a happy and healthy way. Very few leaders can make it through if they don't have a faithful number two man. And it is harder to be number two for most people than to be number one. The number two man is going to be close to the leader he will therefore see the leader's weaknesses more than most. And if he is not careful he can be used of the evil one to undermine the leader's total authority on the team. We've had cases with people openly challenging the leader in front of the whole group. Major error. If you have something against a brother you should go to him clearly alone and speak to him privately. Not with even in range of other people's ears because some brothers in India, we don't know who they are, sisters as well, only God knows, but they have long ears. They have supersonic transistor ears that can pick up stories from long distances and manage to screw them up and transmit them off to someone else and how deadly he is. So when you have a burden or a grievance about your leader how much wiser it is to go off alone. You have some great truth to share with him. You have been enlightened more than he. So you are going to share some truth. But the word says, speaking the truth in love. So often it's not what we say that gives all the difficulty. It is how we say it. It is the insinuation that goes with the few sentences we're giving that causes miscommunication, distrust, and confusion. Ephesians chapter 4, by the way, is certainly a mountain peak of inspiration when it comes to the Christian life. Let us look at verse 30. And grieve not the Holy Spirit of God by whom ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Verse 30, chapter 4. Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and evil speaking be put away from you with all malice. And here's a key verse that we should all memorize. And be kind one to another, tender hearted, forgiving one another even as God, for Christ's sake, hath forgiven you. These themes across India will not work without a continued spirit of forgiveness. Mistakes are going to be made. In fact, this very message the devil can try to use to bring difficulty. Because instead of seeing the application of this strong word about the self-life and the need for the crucified life and Christ-likeness, instead of applying this to ourself, we will increase the standard at which we expect our leader to live. And when we see him breaking some of these principles, we will be quick to judge or we will lose our respect for him or something else. Satan is not stupid. Do you not think he knows how to counter-attack even a session like this in which we're looking at some of the greatest jewels of his word? Do you think he's been around for thousands of years watching blue movies? Satan is aware of the greatest challenge God has given to us to become more Christ-like and he'll do everything he can to hinder it. I have seen this in my own marriage. I'm so idealistic, I have such high goals that instead of keeping most of my aim at my own personal life and being sensitive about any area of sin, I can start getting upset or concerned because I feel my wife is not living up to this high standard in Jesus Christ. That is one of the greatest mistakes a husband can make. A wife can do the same thing. And everything we receive from God's word must be kept in total balance with other truths that he has already given us. How important that is. Become one to another. Is that one of your mottos? Tender-hearted. How much do you know about that? Forgiving one another. Even as God, for Christ's sake, has forgiven you. And then we go into the fifth chapter, one that the whole chapter should be memorized. I've managed to memorize it. I forget good chunks of it, but it's in my subconscious, and so I'm not going to be discouraged by this. It speaks about walking in love. And it goes on to give such a beautiful description of life in the spirit. And then it goes on giving these beautiful instructions to husbands and wives, which we feebly expounded the other day, to some degree, at one of the married couples' sessions. And then we go into Ephesians 6, which we all know, and which, of course, shows us how to put on the armor of God that we can stand against the wiles of Satan. This rather disjointed message that I have shared with you this morning, if anything, is the heartbeat of Operation Mobilization. Christ living in people. Christ continuing his work of destroying the remnants of the self-life and bringing us into freedom and into reality. And God is probably going to arrange your circumstances this coming year in some amazing way to bring you more and more into this type of brokenness, Christ-likeness, unselfishness, and purity of life. There are many names you can put on this life, many labels. The spirit-filled life, the victorious life, the life of the cross, the exchange life. It's easier to get labels than it is to get the ingredients. Don't be satisfied arguing over labels. Different groups and different conventions and conferences manufacture different labels. Instead of giving people the message of life, they give them a label to carry out the door when they go home so they can judge others who don't have the same label. Any true spiritual work of God in your life will not produce a super-spirituality or a critical spirit, but will produce a spirit of humility and brokenness. Do not confuse, however, cowardness or cowardice with humility. Do not think because someone is shy and quiet and does everything he's told that somehow he is a humble brother. He may be a frightened brother, not a humble brother. Humility has its many, many dimensions. Jesus Christ was a meek man, but you would hardly say that he was on the retreat as you see him go forward in his ministry. I want to close by reading something about Fanny Crosby, which is very precious and beautiful and indicates the kind of reality this woman had, which is also expressed in her many, many songs. Keeping in mind that one of the greatest difficulties in life that some of you are going to have to face is suffering. All of this can sound very nice and we can begin to put it into practice until suddenly into our life comes some tremendous suffering. Then we begin to question why. We're thrown off balance. Suffering may even prevent us from engaging in what we feel is the calling of our life. Very few have faced suffering as beautifully as Fanny Crosby. Fanny Crosby. Let me read these words about her suffering. In talking to herself, she said, this is Fanny Crosby, Fanny, there are many worse things than blindness. She was totally blind. Totally blind. That might have happened to you. The loss of the mind is a thousand times worse than the loss of the eyes. Then I might have been speechless or deaf. I do not know, but on the whole, it has been a good thing that I have been blind. How in the world could I have lived such a helpful life as I have lived had I not been blind? I am very well satisfied. I never let anything trouble me. And to my implicit faith and to my implicit trust in my Heavenly Father's goodness, I attribute my good health and long life. It's worth a thousand dollars a year to look on the bright side of things. I found sorrow to be one of the threats in the scheme of life that must be woven in the warmth and wealth of existence. And that the things which were too wonderful for me to fathom, I must leave in the hands of Him who is able to sustain under all circumstances. Scotch Minister questioned Fanny concerning her blindness. The minister remarked to her, Oh, I think it is a great pity that the Master, when He showered so many gifts upon you, did not give you sight. She answered, Do you know that if at birth I had been able to make one petition to my Creator, it would have been that I should be born blind. Why, asked the surprised clergyman, because when I get to Heaven, the first face that shall ever gladden my sight will be that of my Savior. The greatest need in Operation Mobilization is more love for Jesus Christ, more Christ-likeness of character that will be produced as we draw closer to Him in true holiness and spiritual life, which is so precisely linked with the death of your self-life and all that goes with it. Let us pray. Our God and Father, we thank You for Your Word, which is like a double-edged sword cutting right into the very heart of needy ones like us. We thank You for these arrows from other men who have walked with You, who have demonstrated that this life of denying self and taking up the cross and following You is possible, and it is not some fairy tale that's only thrown out in deeper life conventions. It can be worked into the wolf and wolf of our life, right on the teams and in the heat and in the problems that lie ahead in reaching a nation with Your gospel. Help us to maintain and to grow in true spirituality in all circumstances, for we pray in Jesus' name. Amen.
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George Verwer (1938 - 2023). American evangelist and founder of Operation Mobilisation (OM), born in Ramsey, New Jersey, to Dutch immigrant parents. At 14, Dorothea Clapp gave him a Gospel of John and prayed for his conversion, which occurred at 16 during a 1955 Billy Graham rally in New York. As student council president, he distributed 1,000 Gospels, leading 200 classmates to faith. In 1957, while at Maryville College, he and two friends sold possessions to fund a Mexico mission trip, distributing 20,000 Spanish tracts. At Moody Bible Institute, he met Drena Knecht, marrying her in 1960; they had three children. In 1961, after smuggling Bibles into the USSR and being deported, he founded OM in Spain, growing it to 6,100 workers across 110 nations by 2003, with ships like Logos distributing 70 million Scriptures. Verwer authored books like Out of the Comfort Zone, spoke globally, and pioneered short-term missions. He led OM until 2003, then focused on special projects in England. His world-map jacket and inflatable globe symbolized his passion for unreached peoples.