Dom, you need to except the fact that you may just be a human being like the rest of us and can't quite walk on water yet ... 8-) .You're the type, that hurts themselves instead of doing what "some" of us do ....Like yell at our husband or wife !!!!Are there any PERFECT husbands or wives here ?You've made a mistake, but you basically only hurt yourself. Some of us here, have said things to others with our mouths, that have hurt them for longer than your ankle will hurt ... if we want to be upfront and honest here.You need to forgive yourself as you have 'been' forgiven.I take a long time forgiving myself too when I say something to hurt someone else, but, I think my saying something that hurts someone else is a worse sin than if I hurt myself in a way that you did.I don't recommend you make a habit of it ;-) , but please give yourself a break here.What if I jumped like that ... would you still condemn me today ?Knowing you .... NO WAY !!! So if you wouldn't condemn any of us ... why do you get the worst of the beatings ?Put it behind you and just thank God you didn't land on someone else and break their ankle with yours. :-D I still say that some of the things I've said to my husband is a 100 times worse than what you did.Let someone pick up the first stone ... and see what HE drops on them .... :roll: Just forget it bro and keep your eyes off of yourself. That's like trying to watch your feet as your walking down a highway. Keep your eyes on the author and Finisher of your Faith.Only HE is Faithful.God Bless you forever brother Dom.Don't ever give up.
The issue that I am dealing with at the moment is my future I need guidance and how to accept jumping out a window of 18ft this is what I am struggling with.