I ALWAYS EXPRESS (without effort) God's glorious salvation with ah and wonder because it is God who is ALWAYS and continually working in me to both to will and to do of HIS good pleasure.

Now this "me" is not a independent me or a separated me - This me is God the Father, God The Son and God the Holy Spirit infused with my spirit and who now dwell and live inside my body.

This me is the only me that exists.

Romans 8:29 says, “Those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters.” ESV

That makes Jesus our "older brother"