Re: Doing Something Worthwhile, who me?
Hi, I was reading your Posting and knew how familiar it was to my life.
Having been ill for quite some years I would sometimes feel that I could not do things for God and would I ever be physically well enough.
Through the years God would put on my heart, Intercessory prayer and I would know that I was worthwhile for God. I found it so special to have this relationship with him and that blessed me greatly.
During the last four years I could not go to Church, as I was extremely ill. The main cause of which was an anti-anxiety Tablet that I had been given. God in the midst of all that time, gave me so many young people in need to pray for. And again it warmed my heart and blessed me that I was doing things for God. People did not know, that in my illness, I was being used by God.
God chose his time when he would make it known that the tablet I was taking, was a big problem to me. During that time I got a clot on my lung. We now believe it was that Tablet. I went to the Hospital and was being administered drugs to thin the blood, within 25 minutes of getting the pain. The clot could have gone through to my heart. I could have died on that day. This is another reason to know, how Great God is and what he did for me at that time.
I am no longer taking that Tablet.
The prayers he gives me, can be in the night or when I am walking past people and God gives me a knowing, who he wants me to pray for.
I have come through into a knowing of Gods Great Power and the knowledge that I stand on the rock, the foundation of Faith. The all knowing, that, God is THE I AM. I have a depth in my being for young needy people. I always knew that I had a heart for the young and those who are deprived of many things. Now I have a deep knowing that this is the Ministry for me and most of it will be private praying as he shows me and I hope in the future to be able to show, Jesus compassion to these people, to encourage them, for them to have a security that they have never known.
And so, I am encouraged by God, to continue in my faith in a wonderful God, who has a great love for me.
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