Its gotten to the point where owning a house, getting married and having children, desiring job promotion, etc., has all but been ripped away from me.

I am faced with a spiritual task that I find myself not prepared for. Doubts and double-mindedness plague me. Am I hearing from God? Is this my flesh? Is it Satan?

Experiencing guilt and a troubled mind over past sins from years ago. I accept His forgiveness, but struggle to understand it and what my proper role is in it, other than accepting it.

Consider praying for me that I might have peace, wisdom and a heart full of selfless love.

Thanks.