Brother, Jesus has paid the full pricefor your salvation. Get rooted and grounded in what Christ has done. Your feelings and thoughts will changefrom day to day. Just the fact that youare troubled about your salvation is a good thing. However, know that the enemyis working through doubt and unbelief,and tempting you to move and act in the flesh. Good works will follow your Faith in Christ. Fruit will be the result ofyou abiding in Christ. The branch abiding in the vine.
_________________Mike
This is just an Add-on to whats been said already.But looking on the human side of things Nigel. If you have been depressed for quite a while you can begin to experience Dissociation. No-one can evade that if they have been badly depressed for quite a while.Meaning that a person wouldn't just have a disinterest in day to day things but it can cause them to feel a lack of interest and numbness in spiritual things as well. That in itself can cause panic in the mind if you're not used to that experience. It's being recognized more in our society.Just a thought...
_________________David Keel
I do not understand, I think both the voices are from God.
"I sincerely want to follow Christ, but it seems every time I really make up my mind to follow Him in simple faith, someone says "you can't, you're not saved; you have to do a whole bunch of things to repent, then you can be saved"
"you're being legalistic, just have faith, then you can do all these things".
I wonder if God has just given me over to a reprobate mind sometimes, or if I still have a chance, why He doesn't intervene in some way to rescue me from this torture.
_________________Sreeram