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Joined: 2006/5/11
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West Sussex, England


Hi again Codek, I never believed in God until the time I attempted suicide. I was in the bathroom and 16 years of age. I was blaming God for all the things that had gone wrong in my life. I was a very successful athlete but everything fell apart and everyone had deserted me.

As I raised my hand to my mouth with a hand full of tablets a presence came from somewhere and into the bathroom. Then I became aware that God was about to speak to me personally.
I heard Gods voice rumbling like thunder. I hadn't read a bible and I never knew his voice sounded like that, so it wasn't something I invented. And I hadn't known of his existence before that.
The love in that voice for me was totally incredible.
Though He did tell me that I was to blame for my life being so bad. That stunned me as at that time I had always blamed my mother.

I believe that you really want God. God does love you and loves you amazingly. Those aren't just words from me it's something I know of his heart. I have love and compassion for you. Saying you want to kill God is not what you really want, you just want things to be right in your life.

I am recovering from a ten year mental breakdown just now. But I am just returning back to a life of trusting God by faith and because of his promises and his grace.

I had been through many years of striving to find God through my own obedience and works.

Do you think you might have been doing works to try and please him ? I'm only making a suggestion, to see what you think about this idea.

David Keel

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