I have been doing better at times the past few months and i have also done really bad also. I just got a job and been regularally attending church for almost 3 months now. I feel as if things are turning around a little bit, but i am scared that i might be falling again and the devil has beemn attacking me extremely bad. I don't want to fall again i want to get myself together and follow the Lord. I really need your prayers.

I am lifting up prayers for you. The best thing your can do is saturate yourself in the word and worship, and find yourself a strong bible believing friend. We need a close friend to hold us accountable, and to pray with us. Press in to His presence, in His presence is fulness of joy. Blessings and peace to you.

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KLC

praying for you...you can do all things through Christ Jesus our Lord.

i just recently had one of the best weeks i have had in over a year and a half. I was doing so much better, then a few days ago i started having demonic attacks again. I think the devil is really trying to come at me because he knows i am trying to honor God and i have been trying to spread the gospel as of late. Please keep me in prayer i really need it.

It doesn't make sense to me, the more i pray and have others pray for me and the more i seek God the worst things seem to get. I was praying all week and reading God's word and went to church and literally i was crying out to the Lord and still things have only got worse. The other thing is i have lost the ability to even sense the voice of God and the Holy Spirit. I am being overcome by own sinful thoughts and what i believe demonic spirits. It really seems the Lord has let me go for good, people don't seek God like i have just to get worse and worse, it just doesnt make sense unless God really has let me go.

I know it doesn't make sense. I know way too well how you feel, but know this God hasn't let you go. I cant tell you why things are the way they are and why they are getting worse and worse. I would like to know that as well since my situation is pretty much like yours. It just seems to get worse and worse but I know that God hasn't forsaken us.

Hold on to the promises of God that He will not forsake nor leave us and that He which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ.


I will remember you in my prayers.

Hi, The demons are like dogs in chains, if you stay out of range they can't get to you, but they do make a lot of noice.
It is always a good sign when the devel is around... because then you can be sure that you are on the right path, otherwise he would leve you alone.
The evil spirits will hunt us till the return of christ, so hang on, he is coming soon!!!
The felling of lack of God is Gods way to make you come to him. After a some time you will fell God again.
You are blessed.

Rg, Fiat

http://artkatzministries.org/audio-messages/christus-victor/

If you can, listen to this message. We have to remember that Satan was defeated at the cross.

This is also on sermonindex.net, but I couldn't get it to play the whole message, so I pasted from Art Katz website.

Christus Victor, dear saint!

thanks guys for your encouragement. I been going up and down as usual, but the thing that is hard is really what i feel is a hardening of my heart and i just feel as if my heart gets hard towards God and i can't stop it. I get into the world almost daily now and been going to church for 3 months straight now, my prayer life has got a lot better, but my heart and conscience are so far from God and i began losing desire for his word. it is just hard crying out to God constantly and still feeling this agony in my soul. I just dont know what to do, this is worse than i have ever gone through. Your prayers are still deeply needed, i don't know if i am saved or if i was if i lost my salvation which could be the cause of all of this hopelessness, but i can't give up. At times i feel like ending my life, i wish God would have mercy on me.

Keep on crying out to God, no matter how hard it gets. I will keep on praying for you.


"I waited patiently for the Lord; and he inclined unto me, and heard my cry.

He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings.

And he hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our God: many shall see it, and fear, and shall trust in the Lord."

As Psalm 40 shows us, God hears our cries and will help us no matter how dark it gets.