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bible4life
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 need prayer on some meds that really messing with me

My wife took me to a doctor and they prescribed me with some meds for anxiety and ocd and depression, but it is making feel really weird and crazy feeling in a way. My thoughts have got really bad and it is making me feel really tired and it is just making things worse. My wife is trying to control my situation and make me take them. They think i am feeling better, but i am not, i am feeling worse. Please keep me in prayers, i thought i was doing the right thing going to the doctor, but it has turned out the opposite so far the 4th day taking this stuff. Please pray the Lord would open my wifes heart to not cause problems if i quit taking this. Iam feeling some weird presence around me too. Please keep me in prayer.


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 2012/10/7 22:25Profile
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 Re: need prayer on some meds that really messing with me

brother,

Anti-depressent meds take around 21 days to have any effect. Stopping after day 4 because of not feeling well is not the right move.

Brother, respectfully, you have been dealing with this "stuff" for some time. There is no shame in trying to see what meds can do for you. Remember, the Lord gave us doctors as well.

Do what the Lord leads you to do, of course. But I would advise you to take a leap of faith and stay on the meds. If after 2 months there is no effect, then you are no worse off then when you started.

Be blessed brother.


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Christiaan

 2012/10/7 22:53Profile









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I administer psychotic medication daily. It's designed to keep the body from doing harm to themselves and to others. We have people here that take massive dosages, without them they could become very violent. The demons that are present can't manifest themselves as they desire to as the body is suppressed by the medication they take.

There is a way out brother but your going to have to do something that is against your belief. You need deliverance.

I have a dear brother that I love very much and he to is on medication and living in a care facility. How he came to this unfortunate way is beyond me. But there he is. I am forced to believe that God allowed this thing to happen, or perhaps he had a stubborn will and this was the only way God could break him. My Sister who is not in a care facility was given anti depressants as well and they were making her crazy so she stopped taking them. However, the Vodka that she is drinking has increased dramatically. Every 3 days she guzzles down a quart. She too has a stubborn will, oh is she ever thick headed. The medication at least would make her sleep, but the Vodka keeps her awake and she is seeing the same results of the side affects of the medication without the need to sleep.

If I were you and if I was taking this medication, usually there is a slit on the surface of the pill and sometimes it's quartered. If I was feeling the affects of this drug and it was making me feel loco, I would cut the pill in half or by quarters (depending on the slit) and take the half or the quarter daily until I got used to that amount and build myself up to a stronger dose, if needed of course. I may be able to cope with the lower dosage than the higher, so I would have no reason to increase my intake.

When we see some improvements of happiness in our residents lives we contact the doctor to ask them to reduce the medication and they tell us to cut the pill in half or by quarters to see how well they perform. You may want to do that.

If there is no slit(s) or it's one of those dissolve under the tongue jobbies, there is nothing you can do unless you ask the doc to reduce the dosage to half and see how that works. If the pill has no slit, and you cut it anyway, there is no guarantee that you'll get a half dosage, because the full dosage could be in the half that your taking. With the slit or quartered, it means that the medication is portioned equally in the pill. For example, if the medication your taking is 100mg, than the pill with the slit in it has 2 equal parts of 50mg, or quartered would have 25mg in each quarter.

Believe it not, a good natural anti depressant is the vitamin B Niacin. When taking daily it helps reduce anxiety and worry. Whenever I would feel anxious, Mother always told me to take Niacin, it always worked, but then silly me, I would stop taking it after I felt better.

I would highly recommend you seeking a Naturopathic Doctor in your area. There are alternatives out there besides conventional drugs.

And Miccah is correct, things like these take several weeks to get into the swing of things. That goes the same for Metformin for diabetics and Macardis for people with high blood pressure.

And my prayers are with you.

 2012/10/8 11:12
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 Re: need prayer on some meds that really messing with me

In same position as you and have tried to type to you and the google keeps losing all i have typed. I want to tell you I am terrified at the thought of being possessed by demons and have always believed one can be oppressed but am in terror now as I am tormented and yet noone or nothing has helped. Terrible nightmares, physical attacks, my spine is being constantly tortured like I am going to go mad. I cannot go to the doctor again as I have seen specialists re MND symptoms, but then the nightmares began and the extra terrors of voices and sentences in the morn on awaking telling me I am being isolated due to skepticism and then excommunicated. Now I am in cars or travelling and feeling like their is no ground beneath me and I so wanted to serve and love the Lord. Yes, pride came in and arrogance and I just thought I was serving and others were being controlling at the time. I wanted to use gifts of Holy Spirit etc in church and use my worship and song writing. God had wanted me to develop my character though and I did not listen or just could not hear this when He wanted to talk to me. At this moment my back is being stretched and I feel like there is nowhere to go. I do not want to take antipsychotics. None of the other meds have worked. But I pray yours do and you may be in a completely diff situation. Well I did not confess to jealousy about 4 years ago and said in my mind I dont want to be her, but I did want to be in her position with leading worship etc. I was not ready character wise to do this and I may have had a false spirit on me due to seeing a spiritualist friend of mines husband who prayed over me when I was not long a baptised believer but this was due to me always loving God but in my emotions and writing Christian songs etc. Went to YWAM, kissed two boys but not more. Did not develop when came home and joined amateur dramatics. Lived with boyfriend and thought i was still a believer which I was but not prob a Christian. First year marriage very ill and blamed it on mother in law being controlling and superstitious and a Catholic using charms and all sorts. Well I ended up seeing doctors and my friend who I did not want to pray but he just did it. I prayed against it but was not in the Lord enough for it to work I believe. Too shy to say stop to him. Well married for 13 years and adorable children but always in fear of death and illness. To get over it my mind had to be positive and I used scripture to help me. Well I believe I had taken on a false spirit as that is what I have been told by a voice when I was crying out to what is wrong with me. I left a church thinking i was rejected but I think it was because a false spirit was working through me which I was serving and I thought i was serving God to allow purity to come yet all the scriptures were corrective ones. This was not for me to do. I thought I was a prophet but looks like I am that false prophet spoken of in Revelation. I am in terror as I love God but look back and see pride and jealousy and lying to say i wasnt jealous and I am losing my children and husband as they dont know how to help me yet they are manifesting restlessness and what i have read up about witchcraft symptoms (rebellion)are happening. I am not able to breathe easily sometimes and see only hell around me. I want to go to church and worship yet i get worse when I come back. Words from Christians seem to be mocking like someone said 'Joan of Arc' and that is my worst fear of a false prophet and being burnt which is what happened to false prophets. I did prophesy and often they were right or fitted in with the church but others re Christmas paganry etc was not accepted. Well this has got horrific and my children are so beautiful.. Tried to get on a bus yesterday and this restless spirit tries to get me to throw myself out of cars etc. I so want to be well like you do. I am in hell!! and all around me but I dont want to lose them as I love them. Do you sense any of this is similar. I like you wanted to cast out spirits and attempted to do so with others at the town hall but i believe it was pictures from the enemy that led me out of the church to join another group and then tell them my vision and they joined in to support me. This was not right now I know as the awful attacks began more on doing this. I want to go to heaven and be with the loving Lord Jesus for eternity. All i get is voices saying i am the devil incarnate etc. I am so scared. People saw me as a lovely lady who loves and dotes on her family. My spiritual quest for wanting to do more for the Lord as I feared losing salvation or not getting it has got me into terrible trouble. Any help out there??? I understand bible4life. I pray that the root is found in you and you can defeat it in His strength.

 2012/10/9 10:33Profile
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It was a spiritualist who prayed for me by the way when I did not want this but just wanted his diagnostic equipment on my liver and gall bladder. I should not have even entered his house!!!!... Seems like God never actually took me back when my friend took me to her ellel ministries church and I had pictures from the Lord like I did in ywam simply believing that my husband and I would be on fire for the Lord together but at this prayer time i could have already been affected by this spirit. God may not have forgiven me I suppose about this even though I went on in Christianity to please him. It prob was all a false spirit in the church. Me being used by the enemy at that point when I was hopelessly thinking my children and my husband would come to the Lord and we would be happy together in Him. It never happened. I had the worst attack yesterday which has built up to this point. I am scared to tell the doctor as I dont want to leave my children but a bible verse said that in one day in isaiah 47 you would lose your children and husband. I have been so decieved for twelve years thinking I was back a faithfilled Christian. My fruits though were lacking with thinking i was loving folk which i was but not in Christ I suppose. Help Help help. I have being excommunicated from other Christians and God. Ive tried and tried and thought positive and its like God is saying just give in and go to your death. I am terrified as these attacks are worse than ever.

 2012/10/9 10:46Profile
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 Re: need prayer on some meds that really messing with me

How are you bible4life???? How are the tablets, are they helping coz I may need to take some??

 2012/10/16 5:36Profile
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no they are not working yet.


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 2012/10/17 17:37Profile
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table,

I read this post. I am hearing a person who wants to serve the LORD but is preoccupied with spirits and wanting to be a spiritual leader. You have also confessed to having sin in your life but little else. You are being tormented and want relief.

Table, nowhere do I read where you have gotten down before God, confessed your sins and stayed before him until you felt forgiven. Or, did I miss it?

The desire to be important in church, to be a worship leader should be discarded. You must realize that without victory you are a Nobody. After you have victory, you are a nobody still. This means that you will have emptied your desires of being Somebody who only wants to serve the LORD and knowing that in your self dwells no good thing, hence you are a nobody. This does not improve ones ego any but you see your ego must be crucified, it must die! and it does not want to.
To accomplish all this means you must get on your knees before God confessing your sins asking him for deliverance from the devil who is working to destroy you. If your husband is a Believer ask him for assistance. If relief does not come, you persist, you knock on the door hard and keep it it - take hold of that knob and rattle it, if needs be. You persist in your knocking at God's door until you find relief/deliverance.

I have had a besetting sin as well at one time and the deliverance I got was by stern persistence. I cried and prayed, read all the literature I could that taught me strategies on how to have victory with no lasting results. I got relief by my persistent knocking on the Door...

Once there is victory your desire to be great no longer is there. All you are interested in is to be obedient to the LORD Jesus because he delivered you from the bondage of sin and the devil. You love Jesus and want only to be yoked up with him. Pride will interfere in this process every time so do not give in to it!

God bless you...do not give up because there is HOPE for the one who pursues it.

Will pray for you.

ginnyrose


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 2012/10/17 19:36Profile
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Thank you Ginny Rose and Arthur and I am sorry they are not helping you bible4life. I feel that I never knew that jealousy was even in me although at times I would say to myself I am glad my friend is directing the worship as she is so much a manager type and yet at the same time I would be feeling like 'what am i?' as i have the same gift of leading but not so organised and dynamic at speaking etc as her. Well I was trying to ignore the longings of my heart, trying to do the right thing by thinking 'great my friend has become the director of worship' but negatives came in like 'o she will just use me to serve her on keyboard so she can be seen at the front like Darlene Czech' but really I was jealous of this for her. I stayed a while to do this for her and the others but got cold feet thinking all the while 'my songs could be blessing people and my gift of worship leader is being stifled etc. Well apparently there was a notice given to my friend not to change anything in the worship for a year so that I believe now to have been God intervening so that I could be tested or he wanted to get rid of me from the church as I was a false prophet as pride had come in when i thought i had come back to the Lord and thought I could join and be all excited, a watchman telling people what the Lord had said concerning phariseeical pride etc and all the while I had become this. As I was so excited to come back to God, I did not realise that all this was striving and me so wanting to be pardoned for having been away from him. My heart I thought was right toward God but others were thinking I was offtrack I now believe. I will plead continually as I have been doing for 2years now to feel the Lords forgiveness and yet unless i had become ill I would not have sought God to why this was happening. I don't want to go to hell and my children are suffering nausea and dizzyness and me weird stuff and uncontrollable feelings of not knowing where I am, and a friend has said it is best I go voluntarily to the mental specialists so that i dont lose control. Well the control has been being lost in my physical state which is frightening me. I grit my teeth and bear it but it is sinisteringly getting more pressurizing to say 'take yourself in now' 'you cannot fight it anymore'. Seeing my children think I am not fighting it is the most awful thing to ever happen. I suppose if I am right that God has masked the fact that He is punishing me and that I am doing this to myself and others now is correct then I cannot do anything about it. I took the dog to my sons school to take his PE socks and my spine was being so attacked in a terrible restless way that I did not know where to put myself. I got home and it eased slightly but I am sat here now not waiting, but waiting for the next onslaught. It is hell!!! I have been saying 'Please forgive me Lord', please lift this hell off of me!! for two years. I love my family so much and thought I was not having to be accountable to some leaders at pentecostal church. I know that this is Godly and i thought they were being controlling and of the jezebel, but in fact it was in me to be rebellious with these thoughts. Do you get this sort of stuff bible4life??

 2012/10/18 8:52Profile





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