As you all know i have been really struggling lately, with my back, demonic attacks, my mind, my faith, haring the voice of God, my lust everything. Things have had got so bad i have thought even of ending my life. I don't want to do that at all, but endless prayer and seeking the Lord has just worn on me, trying to confess all my sins and trying to repent. I have lost the sense of the Holy Spirit in my life. I mean i am conscious of my sins and know what is right and wrong but i have just lost that sense of hearing God, my faith has been wounded so much. I have been recommended by some people to maybe take medication or a supplement or something. I woke up today, my mind was so weak, and i decided that my struggle has something to do with me just being so weak mentally and have no energy in general, which when i am attacked by satan i have no mental energy to think right and be strong, i am just weak. So i bought a bcomplex and b1 pills to possibly help me. You know this is a struggle for me to do because i always wanted to just rely on God for everything, so this is hard for me to do. Please pray for me about everything.
i started doing better the last 2 days until last night their was the spirit upon me that was just not peaceful and i could just feel something was not right, i prayed last night it would go away all night, but it wouldn't go away. I went through my sins and confessed them and renounced them and everything, but this feeling is still upon me, can you please pray that the spirit would be taken off of me, it is a spirit of fear and something else i can't tell.