Honesty my health was bab, but I am feeling much stronger. A weakness of my mind, is I push my self until there is nothing. I go and go. Something I need to rest. It hard because I compare what I was doing, and think I am not that busy, but things are different. I am trusting in God to bring healing and make me stronger, in mind and body. My brother is better and doing well. I am thankful to God for that. I went to a new dr who gave this new stuff, it wipped me out making me really tride.
I have a few different things wrong with me, so she started on one part and my body wasn't ready for it.




Last Sunday I was in tears, I sent out a things for my Church to pray for me, on Tuesday I felt great. I have been a little better since. I have been able to get things done and that is great. I learned I am not a good house keeper :) But by Gods grace, for his glory I desire to grow in this, so my brother will be honored in his house. I use my sickness as a reason not clean sometimes, I have ask Gdo for more faith and grace and not a lazy heart in this area. Please pray I will have great joy to do these thing no matter how I feel. thanks/


It has been my high blood sugar that have been massing me up, slow death to my body. It mass with every part of my body, I would ask of you to pray when I drive to work. I truly hate ot at times. I wish she live closer to a bus stop I would gladly take the bus every day. I get panic attacks when I am driving sometimes. I feel like my blood sugar are low when check they are fine, or they are high. I can feel my right hand. I have sometimes stop driving and check my blood. and pray for peace in my heart. It isn't like this everyday thank God, but often I don't feel like I am in danger but at the same I do feel fear. I don't like driving when I this way, but I have do, so I try to pray and not think about it. It is step of faith and much need grace to go to work everyday. I would love your prayers in that. thanks



Part is my fault with high blood sugar, part is the sickness. what I want to eat is not alway what I should, what I eat is 20 times better then most people with this sickness. But I know has I struggle for years what is right to eat is hard. When I started to take the new meds it made me have little desire to eat and more hunger for the wrong things. Such as fruit, or fruit bars are my biggest weakness right now. I talk with a sister in the lord a few days ago. After I felt it is sometimes hard to explain to others what is like being sick when they are not. After I wasn't sure if part of sickness was in my head or not or if I was being lazy or if I was really sick. So I thought to push myself as much as I could to see if it was in my head. Please pray I will not be lazy, but but have wisdom what I should and shouldn't do.

sometimes there is guilt shame and pride when sick, because there can be things you need help with. I few brothers in my Church said if I need some help they could help, I was blessed by their emails. But I saw in my heart, that I wanted the help but also that I thought maybe I could do it if I just pushed myself. Please pray I will be humble and ask for help when needed.

I saw on Sunday I had little faith in God, we look what we can do and get stressed. I thought this hard, I don't know if I can do this tommorw, but God wasn't asking me to worry about tommorw but would give me grace for each day. I also struggled a while with this mind set I am just going to give up. God has brought such freedom there, although it is sometimes hard I have a mind set to fight more and not give up, this is the grace of God working in my heart. I have more peace and joy, I can be very thankful to God for this. I also learned that life is not always going to be easy, andI can have joy in this. I know there is much I still need to grow in many areas but I see God working in my heart.
I went back to the Dr just yesterday, and she gave a other thing to take, I just started it. It is for my blood sugars. I haven't been doing well on what I eat. which has made my blood sugars high. I really desire for to be wise and strenght to eat right. I need more grace in this area. Please pray I will make my meals, pray I keep my self from fruit bars, this is the one area I fall in. I really don't eat any thing eles that bad for me. Please pray I want be lazy and just eat eggs or nothing. I that would eat even when I don't feel like it.

I struggle with clear mind, I have a hard time reading and clear thinking. It is like I am in a fog. The biggest thing right are these blood sugars, I want to be done with this isulin, I am praying and working towards this with the Dr. I really want my mind, that is hard. I really want to be able to pray and read more. It could a lack of faith if so then please pray God would grace me with faith, if part is my health please keep praying for healing.

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Charlene,

Both of my parents had diabetes, and my husband is prone to high blood pressure.

The diabetes can make you feel lazy and lethargic.

I have diabetes slightly too, but I don't have any medication, just controlled by not eating too many sweet things.

The diabetes can cause you to not think clearly.

But, I guess your doctor has told you all this.

So, don't feel down about not being at your best.

You seem to have a good church with good sisters and brothers in Christ praying for you. You are more blessed than you know.

Good to hear your brother is feeling better.

Take care. God bless.

The diabetes can make you feel lazy and lethargic.

I have diabetes slightly too, but I don't have any medication, just controlled by not eating too many sweet things.


I have had it for four years, it has been up and down, I have tride so many dites. I have cut any things to try to control the sugars. Most of the time I can keep them down, but others times,

a part from the diabetes, I have other things that are massing me up, these other things effect the blood. when my sugar are high they do make me feel, lazy and lethargic. I often feel lethargic and tride when my blood is fine.


So, don't feel down about not being at your best.

You seem to have a good church with good sisters and brothers in Christ praying for you. You are more blessed than you know.


you are right, it sometimes is hard to die to self, or what you want your think you should be able to do. May I truly see how blessed Iam, You are right I am more blessed then I know. Even if I had nothing, having Christ is everything. the greatest gift. I am blessed, I have a Church sisters and a brother who has let me stay here with him. I am thankful and joyful for these blessing.

I am not asking to make it easy I just want joy and grace to walk faithfully through.

Thank you for your prayers.
Charlene

I just can't think clearly not all. It was very hard at frist, very dishearting. Maybe my lack of faith, it has been hard to read and write and pray as before. I have had hight blood sugar and still be able to think, after the blood sugar went down, but un clear mind stay all the time.

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Quick update:

great is the Lord, of sweet trail that brings pain. I have trun not way to gain much from this bitter rod. My lord has place before this trail and I have seen sweetness of pain. through tears and sorrow and desireing to be done, He has shown much more of Him.

I give thanks to God, My trail is not done. I am not healed, or well. But still day after day face it. What will my heart be? What thanks will I give to God for it? Where is my hope? Where does my joy come from? Is he not my rock? I desire to run to Him and hide myself in his words.

He has been my help, he has picked me up. It is him who was faithful and didn't let me be done. Him knows my needs, he know everything, so I can give thanks to him.

Can I have joy in the dealth to self, death what I desire to, or what i could do? Can I have joy in knowing it may be hard? Where is my hope, where does my joy coem from. From Christ alone.

may God be my help. and may I obey

I went to the Dr, they did more blood work. on my liver, I was looking a little yellowish.
My sides starting to hurt I am praying that everything is fine with that. I am still taking this new med's and Dr will have wisdom to know what is going on.

If you can pray for faithfullness, and joy.

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The changes in our families health have been amazing: MY DAD'S DIABETES JUST SIMPLY WENT AWAY; MY MOM'S ARTHRITIS PAIN IS GONE; MY CHILDREN HAVEN'T HAD A COLD OR THE FLUE SINCE MAKING THE DIET CHANGE; AND MY HUSBAND'S HEALTH HAS IMPROVED...
7/10/2007


This letter is from Emy, who lives in Oxnard California: “Hello Dr. Malkmus, I am a 35-year old PK (pastor’s kid), with 2 small children. In May 2006 I was diagnosed with BREAST CANCER. I was devastated and kept asking Jesus “Why?” When my dad, who is a minister, learned of my cancer, he encouraged me to adopt The Hallelujah Diet® rather than have the surgery my doctor recommended. In June 2006, our entire family, including my two children, my mom and dad, as well as my husband and myself, adopted The Hallelujah Diet. The changes in our families health have been amazing: MY DAD’S DIABETES JUST SIMPLY WENT AWAY; MY MOM’S ARTHRITIS PAIN IS GONE; MY CHILDREN HAVEN’T HAD A COLD OR THE FLUE SINCE MAKING THE DIET CHANGE; AND MY HUSBAND’S HEALTH HAS IMPROVED. As for myself, before the diet change I was scheduled for surgery. My father was opposed to the surgery, but my doctor insisted I have it. I asked the Lord what I should do, and He answered the day before the surgery, when my insurance company called to tell me they would not pay for the surgery. I was so relieved, and took that as a sign from the Lord I was not to precede with the surgery. That very day I called my doctor, told her I would not have the surgery, but rather just do The Hallelujah Diet, and signed a waiver of release. She told me I was a fool and that I would die without the surgery. Well Dr. Malkmus, after a year on The Hallelujah Diet, THE LUMP IN MY BREAST HAS SHRUNK, and I am excitedly sharing my story with people who are doubters and criticizers of The Hallelujah Diet. I praise the Lord for using your program on my road to recovery.”


http://www.hacres.com/testimonies/testimonies.asp?strterm1=diabetes&strterm2=&submit1=Search&startAt=10

yes I have read this, before i will read again. Thanks.
God bless
charlene
there are some things from this that I am doing, others that I am about to start,
Thanks again

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I got the blood work back, everything with the liver looks good, which is a blessing. Although is does show that my A1 that has to with my blood sugar stuff is going up. I have been really wipped out and my sides hurting, and other pains. But I have been able, grace for each moment. One step at a time. he faithful and true.

I am reminded to pray for those that are sick and can't even leave there homes. That Gods grace would be with them. May Gods grace to those who struggle everyday. may there faith be strong and may God rise up brothers and sister care and pray with them.

Surly there are many in our Churches that are sick, my heart weeps for them. I long that they may have hope and wisdom to, in what to do and not to do. I pray for the sick are look after cared for and visited. may we always be eager to care for the weak. Also that the sick, are willing to give them self to loving others.
To love as your self, to be willing to give.

for love knows us for our love for one other.

There are riches in being sick, is all about having your eyes looking in the right place

in Chrsit
thanks for praying
charlene

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I could use your prayers,
Last saturday I went to the ER, I was in so much pian. flet I was going to pass out. They did lots of test and found nothing. This last has been a little better, But yesterday I started to get the pains again. Please I rest in his grace.

Thanks
charlene
Please pray if I should go a new Dr , or what i should do?

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I think one thing I have learn and praise God for, is that He meets our every need. and it better to give then to get. Even when sick it is good to still ay down ones life for others, in whatever way you are able.

If you can please pray for my DRs they are still unable to find anything, everything they have given I have bad things happen. I would hope and joy in Christ.
thanks

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