I was not disappointed, the tears were because of the closeness of God in my heart, assuring me that He loved me no matter what Gift the Holy Spirit might use at anytime just as He pleases. All the gifts are from God, they are not assigned to men for their upbuilding, but for the upbuilding of the Body of Christ. Building Christs' Church and not mans. The Holy Spirit can use any gift in any person at anytime to bring forth Christ, that is the only reason we have for gifts. Not to build up man, but to build up His Church, and even the gates of hell will not prevail against that end.

1 Corinthians 12:1-6 Now concerning spiritual gifts, brethren, I would not have you ignorant. Ye know that ye were Gentiles, carried away unto these dumb idols, even as ye were led. Wherefore I give you to understand, that no man speaking by the Spirit of God calleth Jesus accursed: and that no man can say that Jesus is the Lord, but by the Holy Ghost. Now there are diversities of gifts, but the same Spirit. And there are differences of administrations, but the same Lord. And there are diversities of operations, but it is the same God which worketh all in all.

Not man or organized religion but God by the Holy Spirit giving gifts to man. The biggest Gift is Christ in us the Hope of Glory.

In Christ: Phillip

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Phillip