| You can be free!!!|
FREE TO LIVE
Through death to self
by Ernest ONeill
Where is the Blessedness?
"Where is the blessedness I knew
When first I saw the Lord?
Where is the soul refreshing view
Of Jesus and His Word?"
Do these words express the cry in your own heart? In private as you read this, what is your reaction to this verse? Here between you and this article, where no one else can hear or see, will you be honest about the state of your own spiritual experience? God yearns for you to be honest at this moment--to forget all the outward witness or the pretence you keep up. He is asking you to be yourself and really look into your own heart.
Jesus said this is where all our defeats and personal failures come from. In Mark 7:21, He said, For from within, out of the heart of man, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries.... Many of us, who have been Christians for months or years, discover that the first flush of our devotion and gratitude to Christ, the first enthusiasm for prayer and Bible study, the first determination to go out and witness and give our whole future to Christ begins to dim. We find our zeal diminishing, our devotional habits becoming sporadic, our determination to give all of our life to Gods service diluted by the idea of giving part to ourselves.
So our Christian life begins to have valleys in it---long periods when Gods presence is not felt, when we even doubt if He has made us His children. Often we fight an unequal battle with our feelings, and more and more they break out in open sin. For a while we find it possible to suppress envy and self-centredness. But now we almost give up the suppression business and compromise with these evil impulses. Gradually we lower the standard of the converted life in order to convince ourselves that we are still in grace. But with this outward failure, inward tension and surrendered conviction comes almost a complete breakdown of any attempt at real witnessing. Indeed, we get used to a high profession and a low life, a high degree of tolerance and a low degree of excellence, increasing dislike for hypocrisy but greater scepticism for saintliness.
We begin to doubt the Bible promises and to suspect the personal experiences described there as poetic exaggerations. We comfort ourselves by saying this is the fight of faith in the twentieth century, or we run to a demythologised humanist theology which makes us feel there are others like us.
Is this your experience? It need not be! Why? Because you can go further with God. He has a further experience--a further step after conversion--another miracle which He works in your spirit. It may be that you either did not know of this step or that you did not fully take it. To be half healed of sin is like cutting off the decayed branches instead of exterminating the pest in the tree. As time passes the disease will only spread more irresistibly.
The Problem--Inward Sin
So the Bible throughout distinguishes between the disease and its symptoms, inward sin and outward sins, the heart and the life. As we see symptoms first and treat them, so in conversion we are conscious first of our sinful acts and words and thoughts. We confess them and repent and believe Gods word of forgiveness. He gives us His Spirit who regenerates us into spiritual life and gives us victory in the outward life.
But it is the heart where the real disease dwells. It is there where we are at dis-ease with God. It is there that self still reigns. Deep down in the subconscious we still want to maintain a secret independence of God. Inside in our own holy of holies we want to be god, and from that safe, secluded spot we control our surrenders to Gods will. Each surrender requires individual treatment and negotiation. Self has to be satisfied where self interest conflicts with Gods interest. And gradually, the reclamation begins, and self advances from its hideout in our motives, reactions, desires and tempers. Relentlessly it moves back into the sphere of acts and words and thoughts where once only Gods will was done. Holding back a disease brings pain to the face and tension to the body, and these are the marks of the defeated Christian who has not gone all the way with God.
The Bible Remedy
This was Peters problem when he was forced into open denial of Jesus by his fear of men. But when the Holy Spirit was allowed fully to take over his life on the day of Pentecost, Peter says in Acts 15:9, our hearts were cleansed by faith. This was Pauls problem when he wrote in Galatians 5:17, The desires of the flesh(mans desire for inner independence) are against the Spirit, and it was the solution to the problem when he realised in Romans 6:6 that our old self was crucified with Christ.
Gods salvation is a complete one; Christs remedy for sin is twofold. He saves us from sins guilt and also from its power. He saves us from outward sins and also from inward sin. He saves us not only from the symptoms but from the disease. He cleanses both the life and the heart.
God can give you a replacement for that old self. Jesus promised His arrival in His fullness. He said in John 14:16, I will pray the Father, and He will give you another Counsellor, to be with you forever, even the spirit of truth. Until now you have had the Holy Spirit! Will you now allow the Holy Sprit to have you? Unless you allow Him into the holy of holies where the disease is nourished, you cannot enter into the second rest, entire sanctification, and the baptism with the Holy Spirit. Will you do it?
How To Be Freed From Self
FIRST, realise the Holy Spirit is a Person, Jesus agent in your life. Ask Him to search your heart--your self life--the central headquarters where the real you lives, and to show you how rampant the disease is. This may take several weeks, for you have spent years ignoring and burying these attitudes and motives. Open your will to His work by looking at the signs of inward sin. Do you find resentment or irritation or anger rising up within, even though you may remain serene and smiling outwardly? Do you look for praise? Do you push yourself forward in conversation? Do you get comfort from self-pity? Do you like feeling hurt? Do you ever have bottled -up hostility or impatience which makes you sulk or refuse to speak to someone for hours? All of these spring from our desire to defend self or assert self, because we think we have the right to self.
SECOND, see the sinfulness of this pride, this controlled rebellion against God. Ask the Sprit to show you your real nature as God sees it. That old self is the expression of the carnal nature--that inward bent to be personally independent of God. It is this inner attitude of selfishness which brings about outward or actual sins in our lives over which we were given control at conversion. But it is this love of self that shows our nature is still carnal even though we are Christians. While this disease is allowed to remain at the centre of our lives, we are Gods enemies. The carnal nature is rebellion against God. In Romans 8:7, the Bible says, The carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can it be. This is why it is so dangerous. It loves religion, but hates God; it is invisible to us until we become Christians, yet for years it has been contaminating our lives from within. It cannot be beaten by suppression or law. It must be destroyed!
THIRD, realise that this is just what God has done with your old self. Remember Romans 6:6, Our old self was crucified with Christ! Just as your sins were borne by Jesus but could only be forgiven when you believed, so your old self--your carnal attitude--was destroyed in Jesus on Calvary, but you can only know freedom from its influence in your life when you believe this. Just as God did a work in your life by regenerating your spirit at conversion when you believed, so in sanctification God will do a second work in your spirit by destroying the bent to sin--by rendering the power of self ineffective--when you believe. God has already in Jesus destroyed that root of bitterness from your life. It certainly was dead in Him, and all that He was for us we can be through Him. God has already done the work in Christ. Are you willing to stay in Christ and appropriate those benefits He has gained for you? Your carnal nature was nailed to the Cross with Christ. The question is, Are you willing to let it go? God is able by His Spirit to remove that root of bitterness from your life NOW!
FOURTH, have faith. It is through faith that God does this work in you now. Faith is two-fold--a vote of no confidence in self and a vote of confidence in God.
Are you ready to die to self? Really? Are you ready to be whatever God wants--not what you want, or what you prefer, or what you had planned? Are you ready to hand the future and the present over to His Spirit? Are you ready to be nothing for Him, if He asks? This is what it means to be baptised into Christs death--to have your name removed and in its place Jesus Christs, so that I live, yet NOT I, but Christ lives within me. Are you ready to die? This is what giving up the right to self means--throwing yourself wide open, casting down the defences, dropping the guard, forever throwing away that private piece of personality you had planned to take into heaven, and making it public property for Christ to do what He wants with it. Are you ready to say, I can do nothing good of myself--there is nothing good in me? This is the first part of sanctifying faith--full consecration. Only when you have laid everything on the altar, only when the sacrifice is complete, will the Holy Spirit witness with your spirit that you have reached the ground of your heart--that you are at last utterly honest with God. You cannot believe for sanctification on top of an incomplete consecration. Faith is not the problem. It springs up in response to full consecration. Until the Spirit witnesses to the completeness of the consecration, allow Him to probe for the career, or the personal influence, or the pride which will not yield. Are you ready to reckon yourself dead indeed unto sin, to have it truly said of you--For you are dead and your life is hid with Christ in God? Has the Spirit witnessed that you are ready to surrender all?
When you are ready for this, then you are ready to receive the gift of confidence in God. He has promised you the Holy Spirit, the Counsellor. He has already counselled you, or you would not be this far. But God has also promised that He would cleanse your heart by faith. The Holy Spirit is ready at this moment to take complete control of you and your life. Yield to Him now. Rest in His arms. Rely upon Him. Hand that old self to Him for destruction. He is destroying its inner urge even NOW. Take Him by faith, trust Him and obey Him. He will faithfully do His work. He will guide you now. He will take care of the tomorrows. Your only concern now is to pay attention to the Spirit. Mind the Lord. Make no allowance for your own self-directions now. Follow the Holy Spirits commands at once and in every detail. Your life is now His to use as He pleases for the glory of our Saviour. Let Him bear His fruit in you (Gal. 5:22,23) and manifest His gifts through you (I Cor. 12:8-10).
Free to live--at last! Free from that slavery to self--no longer self defending its rights, but self hid with Christ in God. (Whenever you love your life for His sake, you will save it.) In fact, when you at last lose yourself in God, you find you are at last free to be yourself!
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THIRD, realise that this is just what God has done with your old self. Remember Romans 6:6, Our old self was crucified with Christ!
What is an 'old self'? would a 'new self' be any better?
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| The new self is not really you at all but Christ Himself in you.|
Look what he says the "old Self" is
"That old self is the expression of the carnal nature--that inward bent to be personally independent of God. It is this inner attitude of selfishness which brings about outward or actual sins in our lives over which we were given control at conversion. But it is this love of self that shows our nature is still carnal even though we are Christians. While this disease is allowed to remain at the center of our lives, we are Gods enemies. The carnal nature is rebellion against God. In Romans 8:7, the Bible says, The carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can it be. This is why it is so dangerous. It loves religion, but hates God; it is invisible to us until we become Christians, yet for years it has been contaminating our lives from within. It cannot be beaten by suppression or law. It must be destroyed!"
The 'new self', is the new heart, it is the Spirit of Christ within us and His complete control over us. The new heart is the gift of God that which truly satisfies all the law. It is really Christs heart inside us. The new self is not really you at all but Christ Himself in you. We can be free for the old heart and have Christs heart within us with all of His love, victory and power!!
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so why do you use the psychological term 'self' when there are Bible words to express what you mean? In your understanding can the 'old self' and the 'new self' coexistent?
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| Gods said that He takes away the stony heart|
These are his terms. I just posted what he wrote.
I do not have a problem with the terms he used because he explained them.
Look at these promises
Isaiah 1:25 "And I will turn my hand upon you, and purely purge away your dross, and take away all your tin."
Micah 7:19 "God will have compassion upon me; He will subdue my iniquities; and He will cast all my sins into the depths of the sea."
Jer. 32: 39-40 "I will give you one heart and one way, that you may fear me always, for your own good and for the good of your children. And I will make an everlasting covenant with you, that I will not turn away from you, to do you good, and I will put the fear of me in your heart so that you will not turn away from me."
Ezek: 36:25-29; 36b "Then will I sprinkle clean water upon you, and you shall be clean: from all your filthiness, and from all your idols, will I cleanse you. A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my spirit within you, and cause you to walk in my statutes, and you shall keep my judgments, and do them. And you shall dwell in the land that I gave to your fathers; and ye shall be my people, and I will be your God. I will also save and deliver you from all your uncleannesses: and I will call for the corn, and will increase it, and lay no famine upon you. I the LORD have spoken it, and I will do it."
Deut. 30:6 "And the Lord your God will circumcise your heart, and the heart of your seed, to love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, that you may live."
Jer. 24:7 "And I will give you a heart to know me, that I am the Lord: and you shall be mine, and I will be your God: for you shall return unto me with your whole heart."
Jer. 31:31-34 "Behold, the days come, saith the Lord, that I will make a new covenant with you: Not according to the covenant that I made with Israel, in the day that I took them by the hand to bring them out of the land of Egypt; which my covenant they brake, although I was a husband unto them, saith the Lord: But this shall be the covenant that I will make with you; After those days, saith the Lord, I will put my law in your inward parts, and write it in your heart; and I will be your God, and you shall be mine. You sahll know me, for I will forgive your iniquity, and I will remember your sin no more."
Ezek. 37:23 "Neither shall you defile yourself any more with your idols, nor with your detestable things, nor with any of your transgressions: but I will save you out of all your dwellingplaces, wherein you have sinned, and will cleanse you: so you shall be mine, and I will be your God."
Ezek. 11:19-20 "And I will give you one heart, and I will put a new spirit within you; and I will take the stony heart out of your flesh, and will give you a heart of flesh: That you may walk in my statutes, and keep my ordinances, and do them: and you shall be mine, and I will be your God."
Gods said that He takes away the stony heart. If Gods takes it way, then that means it is gone.
Can a person have a stony heart, and a new heart that God gives at the same time? I do not see how.
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Can a person have a stony heart, and a new heart that God gives at the same time? I do not see how.
I agree with you. My objection is to man-made terms which can only cause confusion. The Romans 6:6 verse has nothing to do with 'my old self' whatever that might mean but everything to do with 'our old man'. 'Self' is self-evidently personal; 'our' old man is self-evidently collective.
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Pietermaritzburg, South Africa
If Jesus Christ takes up residence in my heart when I am born again, where does being born again and the spirit man come into things?
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sorry I don't understand the question.
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