by murrcolr on 2012/6/21 8:51:15Deadn Quote: Your post reminds me so much of my deep thoughts before I had died inside.Please explain what you mean?
There was a time a just before I left the church that I was angry not just at the christians but at God because of what I saw in church.I still don't have any other contact with other christians apart from on here.I would say I am not as passionate either but I would say that I am stronger because all battles I have fought since leaving the church I have had only him to put my trust in and I can say he has never let me down. Things haven't gone all my way but I know he will always lead me me in the right path even when I was shutting him out. I now see the time I spent in the church as positive thing as it was God's will for me at the time to see and experience those things.You can't just get up on a platform and preach the message, you must live that message, you must be the message and that's what I see he is doing in my life. Making me into a message...Thanks for being honest.