Brother Tom's response was definitely profitable. A couple words of encouragement as follows before proceeding with any direction; 1. Learn what it means to be a servant in accordance with 1 Corinthians 4:1. The word that is used there describes that of an under-rower; one that resides in the lowest part of the old time ships, having no job but to row, almost continually. 2. Realize that the Holy Spirit is the teacher. Institute, Seminaries can not take the place of that (and will most likely hinder the work / teaching of the Spirit of God). It is by faith that we can learn all that He has for us to understand. 3. Jesus called for laborers. We must learn first to toil in His fields, in His work. This doesn't come overnight. Be faithful with all that He puts before you, faithful in little will mean faithful in much. I speak these things from times of learning (ongoing). They seem like simple self-evident truths but much will desire to lead you away from the simplicity of it. I will be praying for you.
_________________David Benoit