John You wrote this:
I desire God, I don't want to leave him ever, when he came in my life 6 years ago my life changed and for the first time I had life like never before, i had someone who actually heard my cries and understood me. If Jesus Christ did not answer me in my time of need I might have killed myself because I had no hope. He came when no one else cared.
You folks on this forum are seriously too holy for me.
Paulmcg1 I still will be praying for you.God blessmj