I need prayers. It seems that God wants to test me and it may likely be for years. It has already started for some time and its almost more than I can bear. Previously there have been lucid moments where I feel normal and therefore can rest but I don't know whether I will have these moments. I guess He will still give me moments of normality during these times.

I sincerely and desperately need prayers especially long term ones. Thanks.

Learn (Geraldine)

My wife and I are praying for you, Geraldine. Be encouraged.

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Jeremiah 29:11-13
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"Are the things you're living for worth Christ dying for?"
- epitaph of Leonard Ravenhill

"He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose."
- Jim Elliot

praying

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“May you so live, that when you stand over your child's dead body, you may never hear a voice coming up from that clay, "Father, your negligence was my destruction! Mother, your prayerlessness was the instrument of my damnation!"

"Impress these words of Mine on your hearts and minds . . . Teach them to your children, talking about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up." Deuteronomy 11:18-19 - Charles Spurgeon

Dear Sister, are you sure that you can say with certainty that this is 'from' GOD and that He may be doing this still, "likely for years"?

I surely have and will be praying in earnest for you and for as long as it takes for the sun/Son to Shine in your life again.

Please be open to His Light and His Great Love to break through what you may only think is 'from' Him and something that you must merely resign yourself to.

Our GOD is an Awesome GOD and an extremely Good and Merciful and Tender Shepherd of His dear Sheep.

Praying for you for a break-through! Praying that messages of Hope come your way, Sister.
The 'Peace be still' types of Scriptures and messages.


Have mercy, LORD. Shed Your Light & Love, in Jesus' Name.

Will pray for sure.

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Thank you everyone. You have no idea what your prayers mean to me. Was crying and groaning in the spirit reading through your posts. (actually have been doing that for weeks) Pls pray for wisdom and discernment too.


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[by Jesus-is-GOD on 2012/8/17 23:32:35
Dear Sister, are you sure that you can say with certainty that this is 'from' GOD and that He may be doing this still, "likely for years"?]

At least at this point I still think its from God and maybe initially from the devil (something like Job)--honestly I really am confused as to the full meaning of what's going on. I do expect that this will go on for at least a year, most likely for several years.

Oh Dear Sister, as soon as I read your last sentence, immediately there were tears in my stopped-up tear ducts. That's normally a reaction from His Spirit.
Just wanted to reach through and hug you in Spirit.

Sister, I'm stubborn when this happens and by that I mean that I refuse to give up and give in to what we 'think'.
A year maybe - but several yrs - I can't accept for you - I want to believe for what may seem like a miracle for you.
His Light and Love breaking through in a marvelous way.
Freedom in spirit, soul and body. Victory through-out - without and within.
When I can feel how much GOD loves someone and how He is grieving for them [like these full tear-ducts] - I just have to believe that He doesn't want this suffering.
As on your thread about trials - some times it's Him and some times it's Not. We need The Body to pray that the Truth comes out of the remedy and fast and pray until it comes for you. You are Precious in His Sight and we believe that no weapon formed against shall Prosper - In The Name of our most compassionate and merciful High Priest, Who is touched by our infirmities, because HE experienced them ALL while in the flesh.

GOD 'Bless' you Sister, in Jesus our GOOD Shepherd!!

I'm not in the best place myself that I can commit to praying for you longterm, but I have prayed and have asked the Lord to bring you to mind....life is so very hard....but know and feel the love of many here.....

Thank you mama27. That is very kind of you. I understand, LT is very difficult to commit. I hope your boys will ultimately turn to the Lord. I could not post in your thread for prayers seeing that in my current state, its pretty difficult for me to pray for others at this point in time. There are times when I am able to pray for others but many times now I can only pray or cry out to the Lord.

JIG, thank you. Is it possible that I have your email address. I may have to seek your advise/help in the future. My email address is on my profile page. No pressure if you are not led to.

If you or anyone are still praying for me, can you pray that my body will not tense up. My body is beginning to tense up at times because of the different types of 'spiritual pain' that has been inflicted. Thks